Meniere's & Pains In My Head

Didn't wake this morning to go back to the world of slumber three hours later. I want activity in my life today and laying in bed will not work anything into place. Except the notion that habits are established within days of establishing them. I read that once some where. Don't remember.

Woke up this morning with intermittent severe stabbing wounds on the upper left and left side of my scalp. Am certain that these life stopping pains are not on the other side of my skull as I am able to massage the areas where pain erupts. I hate to admit this, but this goes back to the 'door bell' spots that mine this side of my head and face. An expression picked up when I had visited a pain specialist two or so years ago and a practice I have not yet returned to. I have bad gut feelings when the subject relates to Pain Management Clinic's. In my eyes they're nothing but pill mills.

Another pill is not what this writer wishes for. There's enough presently ingested. Enough of those lovely pretty in pink ones. There's also that so loud in pink one. These and then, there are those I swallow with a lack of motivation - these several white ones. Small, medium and large or that huge light grey one. I eat these only because the doctor's say so. Now days I listen to what doctors say do. Once upon a time maybe not so much. No More Pills, Please. Seen.

These pains are neurologically enhanced in high definition. The remnants of too many operations to remember right off the top of my head. I don't want to think about them and try not to think about them. Dozens & dozens of injections. I say, there are times when I do wish I could slip my fingers between the skin of my scalp and the thick bone of my skull to reach these areas of intense pain. Pain so sharply severe that it interrupts whatever it is I may be doing at the time...

...I am on my own with these pains. No pills, no injection's and I rather prefer this as such. Oh yes, I do eat the pill known as neuronton, but it's useless verses these pains. I take them because two of my doctors spoke the same language. So it is part of my diet. Calories? I don't know.