Embarking On A New Journey

Relations,

As of 1423, Brenda and I have embarked on our latest journey in our lives and am obliged to assist Brenda and I with the processes we have initiated today. I am anxious about what we are doing, but I remind myself there are very few times in life or especially My Path, that I have an opportunity to listen to 'opportunity knock'. I am compelled to really do something for my wife and our home. Our lodge and this small piece of Earth Mother, that it sits on. Something that I consider a really big occasion has begun. I love our Home. I really do. Seen.

A petition has begun to afford us the rights to right what has been such a difficult journey for Botswana and I. To make at least better what has been such stressful times for us. The loss of the job I loved. My health. The way our change in financial status has been humbling and painful. To have suffered with this American Economy, the Housing Market and these Banks. I would be wrong to not push full speed ahead with the process. Now, I engage and Keep On Truckin'...

...I mentioned anxiety earlier and wonder if this is the correct word to use in this situation. Nervous, maybe. Scared? Anticipation! Yes, anticipation! This reality does stir me up good and plenty and yes, it does stir up the emotions and psyche a bunch too. But, then I am anxious by nature any ways I suppose. Adventures really do get my gases all stirred up even. Yes!

Great Spirit, go and prepare my Path as it is You Wish, as it is You Will, not I. I humble myself before you, Great Spirit, and thank you for the Blessings you have bestowed upon my wife and I. Thank you for the Blessing of the Honor to be the Survivor's Warrior, You and I have Created. Thank you, Creator of All that Is, for my wife and daughter's. Where it is I may be weak and down trodden, you have made me strong and willing to do what it is I must...

...to do whatever it is that I must do for my Family and I. To be humbled and honored. To push forward and push until I can't push anymore. From here, we'll remain calm and move along.