Lab's In The Morn And She-Who-Snips After Noon - A Good Cry

As scheduled I will proceed with keeping my appointments in South Tampa tomorrow. The HARTplus, bus will be here near noon for the trip into town. I have coordinated enough time between appointments I hope to have a successful draw in the laboratory. These Vamps and Vampire's have not seen or touched my arms since the loss of weight and curling. My hopes are in one basket and I do hope the Vamps are happy to have me join in on their lust for blood...

...here, come take this serum of life. Drink and take me to that special place with you. Come.

In the afternoon, immediately across from stated laboratory is my doctor, She-Who-Snips-And-Cuts. I'll be spending a pretty big chunk of my day in this general area so it's best I bring along stationary and maybe a snack or two. I don't know. I must go in NPO. Nothing by mouth. This is a sacrifice I am willing to make for the betterment of my health. My Internal Doctor has ordered the lab work, the rest is up to me.

And, it is necessary I see She-Who-Snips-And-Cuts, because there are a few new spots that have drawn my eyes and attention. She will research these tomorrow. I'm at peace with her Clinic. I go there to get better. That's all. Other people problem is their problem. I have enough problems here.

It is on afternoons like today's that I wish I could have someone with me. You see, when there is much on the minds, Spirit's, and energies - things slow a piece. I don't wish to be in this predicament, but I am. There is only one way for me to head you see? I can't take too many steps back within this skin...

...yes, it disturbs me beyond belief when I permit another Human Spirit to upset me to a cry. It does not happen often. I can't see that happening too often on My Path, but earlier this afternoon, I permitted the ill nature of another to bring me to tears. Yes, you all, I let myself cry. It was so natural when it became out loud. I'm thinking this is where I am to be at this moment. I know I'll see and feel differently and will forgive Miss. It's a part of my nature. Seen. Some Folk, evaluate me and place their diagnosis on me - even them without license to do so. Pass a judgement onto me, them who say they know me or know about me or those who say I love you. I love you too.