I am struck on a nightly basis by facial spasm's. These I am confidant, are of a nicked nerve in nature or on any other hand are a consequence of one of the many surgeries we have had on this side of my skull and scalp. The Military Left, Drill Sargent!
I had the droopy face twice as a result of surgery. Don't know if I ever shared that or not. I recently mentioned my droopy left eye. Sometimes more apparent than other times, this eye tends to droop down and to the left side of my eye socket. There are times when it has a cute affect - while others it is clear that there is something not quite right with it. Every operation/surgery/procedure I have ever had has been a consequence of the Meniere's Disease.
Yes. Back to the facial spasm's. These occur nightly as I mentioned and only while in the shower. Now, let me share here that this is some shitty sad scene when this happens. The spasms are always on the left side of my face and there have been spasm's that have brought me to curse and cry...
...I mean to tell you, my Kind Kin, that I can not tell you at this very moment which is worse, the rectal spasm's, the lung spasm's, lower back spasm's or the really bad (fucking) and severe facial spasm's. No, just can't find the words...
...except these, never once did I ever experience facial spasm's prior to operations. Not a hint as to what these may even feel like and in my bone marrow, I know that these are also a consequence of the Meneire's Disease.
My vision has been impaired by Meniere's.
My life was surly changed forever by this Meniere's Disease. There's something inside that whispers to me that the War continues. I reckon I better fetch the War Paint then. Ya-Hey!
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