To Damascus And New York, More Than A Message, Truth's I Say

Relations,

I am sitting here beside myself today. At this moment, while sitting back within my head. I am perplexed, am in a funk and don't know who to call. Not that I don't know who to call, it's more like I don't know why. Why would I call someone right now? Part of this learning curve is gaining the independence lost to this meniere's, loss of hearing and consequences of these life altering occurrence's.

I am beyond concerned, afraid and my Spirit's saddened by the news I read about the going on's in Damascus, New York, Queens and the Jersey Shores...

...today, it is a far gone conclusion in my Spirit of Spirit's that the U.S. of A. has turned backs on our Brothers and Sister's in Syria. The time to respond to this Civil War and Genocide was a long time ago. I say this now, because of the truth's of this matter, if the citizens of Syria were as White as the complexion's of our European Neighbours, all of this would have been dealt with, addressed and a new civilian government in place.

Today, my country America, may have a Black Man as our Commander In Chief, our Mr. PRESIDENT Obama, but from the Vice Prez down, the government are White and very much the majority. White as linen sheets, I say, and the majority of these Folks don't give a damn about people of colour. Not their OWN constituents - leave it be if they're concerned about people's of colour in a land far and far away...

...I go further to state that if our Northern neighbours in Canada were to have catastrophic civil unrest, there would be our military along side the Canadian Mounties. Our neighbours to the South are not provided the same respect. Our neighbours to the "South of The Border", are Brown, Red and Black. This White Run government continues to operate on the "Remember The Alamo", mode of operation. The White Ruler's say, "place walls to separate 'them' from us". Who are we?

My Spirit's are horrified by what I have seen occur with Hurricane Sandy. From the Caribbean all the way to the North Eastern States of OUR Country. Great Spirit, please Bless our Brothers and Sister's who have lost Kinfolk, Kindred and Home. Bless them who have crossed over. My heart aches a physical sensation when I contemplate upon what has happened. Hurricanes and the North East? No, it's just not something I have ever heard of or even thought of for that matter. My Good God, it was such a huge storm. I read a caption some where about whether this was "God's Punishment"...

...that is sounds so familiar to me, because I have always thought the abuses I survived and the disease's I carry within this skin are punishments from God.

Look, please don't judge me. I am who I am and have experienced my life's lessons as it was meant to be. I am who I am based on the decisions I made for me and at times the decision's were made to survive what it was that was happening to me at that moment. Yes, there is still an anger that remains tucked away. It is a difficult task to release this anger towards racism, Genocide, hate, War, natural disasters, rape, incest, sexual abuse, disease, hunger...