Good Morning Kindred,
A brief not for now.
Will be visiting with He-Who-Touched-My-Brain, early later on this afternoon. (?) That sounds not correct but I'm leaving it. 'Early later on this afternoon'? Yes, maybe this is okay then. I have decided against composing a list of the same old song that Meniere's stirs in my ears, body and mind. Doctor knows the bull shit I have had to endure. He has been by my side from day one and I trust him with my life. I know he knows this. My Good Right Doctor has had me under saw's, drill's, scalpels and scissors for what I think we both would agree too many times...
...no, there aren't any future surgeries in store. I'm simply eager to communicate my desires and urgency to He-Who-Touched-My-Brain to see if we may try something different. It seems to me that if I am left as is, I am incomplete.
With this Meniere's Disease, I don't like the maddening sensation's that I get over and over again. I take my medicine hoping for a different out come and it always comes back to square one. For shits sake I'm exhausted. Last night was not a good night for sleeping. I have managed with two hours sleep. It is late morning now and I figure if I work this day good and proper, I will not return to slumber until this evening. Good damned day, yes, I've gone from two Meniere's Vertigo attacks in less than one week to have an episode of non-sleep for the second time in two weeks. I even took medication and rested my body, all to no avail. Sleep was fleeting. I am not feeling well this morning and am full of this Meniere's rubbish in my throat, dizzy in my head, the sounds in my ears and am sweating. I am planning on a quick shower prior to leaving for doctor's clinic. Again, today my balance and coordination is unsatisfactory...
...my hearing or lack there of has provided me insight as to what my future has in store. I could have three implants and the bottom line is, is that when all processors are removed - I'll be Deaf.
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