Wanted to share that with this loss of weight, my face is beginning to shape shift before my eye orbs. Yes, it is I tip-tapping here, but I am beginning to look as if there's apparent change of season upon me. Even my glasses look and feel odd on my face from this loss of weight.
I have noticed that the scar immediately below my belly button has gone smaller on me. It's still there true, cute too, but it sure does look like a different smile to me. It's not quite as wide a smile as before the loss of weight. Sir, I was actually quite serious when I spoke of having eyes tattooed onto my stomach straight over the 'innie belly button'. It sure sounded like a cute idea a couple or so years ago. But, I've changed my mind, yes, I really think I have adjusted that picture right there. Heck, even my belly button is looking smaller. So yes, when there has been this much change in a person's body and weight, even a large belly button adjusts to size. I've seen it. Seen.
There is the start of what I am presently calling a 'pooch' - no, not a pouch, but a pooch of excess skin collecting about my tummy and waist. Oh, good-goodness, I hope this doesn't grow any more complicated. I can't do lipo because the insurance company won't cover it. I'm not looking like a sack of skin, but if I should discontinue the use of exercise to go along with weight loss that is my destiny. And hell no, I don't want to look like that. A sack of skin? I can pinch skin from around this once exceptionally large waist. A nice little pinch between thumb and fore finger. Not a grab hand full, you see, it's a cute little pinch.
My bobble head is becoming easier to deal with as I have maintained a good approach and ego about myself and energies. Am finding a balance. The scars on the left side of my skull and scalp look larger and brighter in colour. Like, Hello Kitty Pink. No. Really. The implant and abutment look larger than life and the satellite disc looks so much larger. I'm cool with that.
It is with these subjects that I find the enjoyment of the little things. This loss of weight process started back in March. Here it is October, and I've kept on truckin'. I'll keep on truckin' then.
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