Sometimes, I swear, the sounds within this skull of mine has me wish for silence. Then...
...sometimes, I swear, this roaring silence between my ears has me wishing to hear.
This does not matter should I wear the BAHA, the Bone Anchored Hearing Aid or not. For that matter, the processor simply enhances the noises in the environment I am in and listening to when this processor is attached to the abutment and implant on the left side of my skull.
The Sounds of The Amazon are alive and well in my Deaf Left Ear. The critters and creatures of the swamp - frogs, crickets, alligator and cicadas are seemingly out and about between these ears and I am unable to describe just how loud this is coming through...
...at this moment it is the right Hard of Hearing ear that is having the Morse Code come through loud and clear. There has been a mishap of sorts in Paris. Interpol, the agency releasing this information, reports that the M15 and the KGB have exchanged gun fire. The message is loud and at quick pace. The CIA is attempting to intercept any and all calls pertaining to this message. It sounds as if someone from Scotland Yard has been shot.
It's beyond hectic in my head and I have not yet gone to sleep for the night. It is 1107 and I plan on fighting the sleep. At least until I am able to settle down and rest peacefully. I am not sure how long this process will be today, but I plan on doing my absolute best to remain awake until dusk. Right at this moment, I am able to shrug of the need or desire to sleep - I'm just not able to avoid these damned sounds and noises. I really do swear, that I am unable to describe hearing and listening to all of this racket from with-in a Deaf ear. It just doesn't make any sense at all. Nope, none.
There are times when all I want is some quiet. Some tranquility as I listen to silence.
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