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Other than the sound of the tip-tapping of these keys, the Lodge is totally silent. We had an awesome rain minutes ago, but now it is so silent not even the Night Bird sings...
...the are no songs or tunes playing from the iPod. Just these sounds that are creating havoc in these dysfunctional ears of mine.
It is actually very and exceptionally rare when I have total silence. There always is some sort of commotion going on. Always. Just some quiet please. Just once in a while.
I attempted to retire for the evening a while ago and was struck by nausea at an eight - as in the knot of nausea in the middle of my throat felt prepared to purge. It has been non-productive. Except for the perspiration around my bobble head that is. This is an accompanying symptom with the nausea. I am passing body fluids. Not from my mouth, but from my skin.
The dizziness is a making the nausea worse or which ever way this is working tonight. Which makes the sweat worse. The knot in my throat seems to have expanded to include a part of my chest. I burp trying to ease the pressure in my throat and chest. I just may have to call time out...
...this is getting bad.
The sounds break the silence that surround the Lodge, the Sanctuary and the Preserve. These sounds that are born from within - not from out of doors.
Meniere's is a sick torture.
I must excuse myself.
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