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Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Migraine's?

Kind Kindred,

I have considered and contemplated on what has been recently diagnosed as the Migraine's. I am bewildered by this diagnosis because I am uncertain as to what the symptoms are that provided He-Who-Touched-My-Brain with this conclusion...

...I remind myself and Kin that He is the physician, not me. He knows - I do not. I have not inquired nor have I 'goggeled' this. I am ignorant of these matters and prefer to wait for a sit down with doctor. I am well aware of how the Internet can educate and pass along knowledge, but in my way of looking at this, the Internet can also catastrophize some matters too. So, for now at least, I'll be ignorant.

I mean really, it's not as if I am unfamiliar with this disorder. My daughter suffers from them, the Migraine's and have had many Kindred who have shared with me their anguish...

...you see, I am not affected by the bright sunshine or bright lights. My eyes are requiring a new set of glasses, yes, and the Meniere's Disease affects them, but I have no problems others than those with my eyes.

I was blessed by The Almighty Creator of All The Universe, to not suffer from those life stopping head aches. I very rarely actually get head aches at all really. Thank You, Great One! So yes, I do consider myself very blessed and gifted on this particular symptom of Migraine's. Am I spelling this correctly? I am aware of this symptom based solely on the words of others and am aware that this can be quite crippling for them who suffer from it. For those of you who do, I am so sorry...

...the pains I get in my head are Neurologically influenced. These are matters of operations gone by on this left side of my skull. These damned pains that spark and strike like lightening and hurt like a son-of-a-bitch, last for moments and then move along.

These damned spiders and worms that dwell between my skull and scalp are also neurological.

I know this.

Please note, notice and be made aware that I stated neurological - not psychological. Sir, please, as many operations I have had above this thinning neck has been maddening, and I did damned near lose a few marbles, but I am sane as hell - sometimes even taking life and My Path way too seriously. I know this too.

I am a fellow with good right intentions in my life. I am doing my absolute best to be a healthier person in an 'all about way'...

...it is with high and great hope that when He-Who-Touched-My-Brain and I have a sit down - my ignorance will be expelled. I'll then have a clearer understanding as to what this latest diagnosis is doing in my head and what it's all about.

Until then, I'll "Keep On Truckin', Babe".

You know what, I strongly believe and live by this expression that has been a part of the fabric of my stay here on Earth Mother. That and this, Sometimes a Man has to do what a Man has to do'. Period.

Now I have that tune stuck in my head!

Peace you all!

p.s. Good Luck on your surgery my dear Cousin Linda!

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