Kind Folks,
Please understand I have made several attempts at laying down to go rest and drift off to Dream World. Futile is a minimalist term when it comes to what I have endured this past night and early morning. As in 0433 early. Not normal - this sort of stuff. Have lost track now of how many episodes of non-sleep I have had. I'm glad, now I can stop counting.
My body is exhausted and my neck and spine hurts awful. I am beyond uncomfortable.
These loud dreadful sounds and noises have once again attacked and attacked with force. These seem to make matters worse. Hard as I may, this spell isn't going away.
I will go about my day as usual the remainder of today. I have done this before and looks as if I'm headed there again. I had light tasks planed and hoped to garden if weather permitted. Will plan to go to bed early tonight to catch up on the rest and sleep.
The sounds in my right ear are beeps and what sounds like random messages. Have done my best to ignore these, all to no avail. Hectic and forceful beeps - as in someone is in a mess message. I have had the sound of that sonar noise submarines made when I was a boy. Hell, I remember seeing those old black and white's with Wars at Sea and what not. When the sonic radar noise goes off in my head and doesn't know when to stop - I grow concerned. There is anxiety mixed in with alot of these sounds and noises and my dearest Kin, I am stuck. Right here, right now with nothing I can do. By golly, there must be some sort of medication that will assist me with the dizziness and these damned sounds and noises. There must be! This Meniere's Disease is playing with my damned emotions and I am prepared to try anything new He-Who-Touched-My-Brain may have to assist me. Please.
And yes, it is I the reluctant pill eater saying this! Help somebody.
I've done gone goofy.
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