I want to aqua-cise, so I'm off to the pool for a dip and some water exercise. I am working on reaching the goal of +300 curls. That would put me over and beyond yesterday's 270. It is so very amazing how these biceps are changing before my very eyes. This has been a slow process, but I speculate that seeing veins and bulging muscles will provide extra incentives. Yes, no doubt actually.
Twenty-Nine hours have passed since I last slept or, that is woke from a sleep. I am realizing more about what fears are developing within and hope that I'll have the foresight to handle what comes my way. I have completed minor and simple tasks, am not trying to get myself hurt under these near delirious conditions.
Having even more peculiar sounds and noises this early afternoon. Had the music up to try to assist me, but it didn't work. They're both occupied with these distractions. The deaf one and the other. At this moment, in my right ear, I am listening to a Woman scream and screaming out loud. Unceasingly!
I have conducted business as usual. As I had originally planed when I realized I was in for a disturbing evening and night. Shit, the morning too for that matter. My plan for tonight is to retire as early as possible. Post meal and time with my wife.
Please, oh please, Great One, please let these noises and sounds be easier on me and my body...
...me, because I hear and listen and my body because I am as if I had had my ass stomped. From my toes to the scalp surrounding my skull, I am pained.
I just gotta go.
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