It's 0425 In The Morning

Hello,

Seems as if I am having deja vu with the sounds and noises keeping me up again. As if forcing me to remain awake and task or read. Read the latest Psychology Today from cover to cover earlier. Too include the adverts as well...

...soon, I will see yet another Sun Rise. Most fortunate for me the Vamp in me is no longer allergic nor is afraid of the Sun Light. I am also a fortunate one to not fear the dark of night. And, oh yes, there was once upon a time a strikingly handsome young Vampire named Mario. I'm still striking and remain a handsome sort, but the Vamp hours were eliminated from my night-to-night decades a go. Did keep Night Clubing in the loop well into the first decade and still will do concerts and Pubs. It's just that I've been running on a different time zone for a better part of my life. And, now BANG! The Vamp is back! Please. No way.

It really is 0425 in the morning...

...and no, I can't stand it! I can't stand this! Tonight has been my sixth episode since the later part of May up until this present night. As in right now. The first week of September. Year of Our Lord, 2012.

God Save The Queen! Long Live The Queen!

I am not sleepy. I am not exhausted in the least. I am attempting to listen to some Andre 3000 to see if he might be able to assist me with busting up these sounds and damned noises. Crickets. Frogs. Cicadas. Helicopters from East L.A., flying over head and by my bedroom window.

I am having some neurological issues with my neck and upper spine. I am very uncomfortable, but there's these Wonderful White Ninja Eight Point Star Sharpe pills I take for this. So I did. And so I do.

The same with the Meniere's Disease and the medications I swallow for this shit list of symptoms.

I give my word and handshake Sir Dude, that I eat that Precious Pixie Paxil every night. Right prior to the drift off to Dream World time. Keep this battle of the depression on a different level, ya see? A level that provides opportunities to plan and succeed. No Sir, I won't be back stepping. No way.

I eat the pills for the anti-sugar and for the anti blood pressure and for the anti-anxiety...

...I use my emergency inhaler probably too much and do take breathing treatments with my nebulizer. Thank God for these medications for my lungs. No pills - just breathe. Damn it!

Look, I don't know what's going on with these episodes of no sleep. Doc. says it's the loss of hearing and being deaf and the symptoms of this stink ass Meniere's Disease. I proclaim I am obliged to follow all of my doctor's directions. I proclaim I will not fail with my endeavors. I will not permit the omission of any medication interfere with the progress we as a team have made.
I will not jeopardize or sabotage my health and my future. No way.

No way.