There have been some medical issues that have troubled me today. Besides the shortness of breathe and the Meniere's Disease symptoms and rubbish. So please, let me share this.
First of all, I have been having pain scattered about the left side of my scalp and skull. When these sharp stabbing, sometimes throbbing pains strike, I am able to apply pressure and eventually the pain sub-sides. I do eat 800 mg of Nueronton daily. I eat three halves of this huge pill daily. Sometimes I can feel the pill scrape the side of my throat on the way down. Rather like a corn chip or potato crisp that has gone down the wrong way - all which feels like a razor cutting into the sides of my Adam's apple. I pray at this moment, please let this medication be assisting me in this battle with the post-surgery-nuerogenic-pain that I wouldn't have if My Path had not crossed with this Meniere's. I do not eat or take any pain relief medication for these symptoms of 'my' Meniere's. I get by and keep on truckin'...
...secondly, I had a dreadful attack of the Proctalgia Phoguax. My Great Spirit, I share with you, my Guests today, these are the type of cramps that stop my world. Most damned awful pain one could have up and in their under carriage. A complete medical mystery too! I have not had one doctor give me reason or tell me that this was a result of the incest and rapes I survived as a child, adolescent and young adult. I reckon it doesn't matter much to me what they say anymore. Not when it comes to the spasm's of my rectum. Yes, it's true. And God YES, it is horribly Painful! And by the way, yes I believe to my bones that this is a result of being sexually abused.
Thirdly, my neck and upper spine have been hurting me at times of close to an 8 in a scale of 1 - 10. That bad. Have not called my neurologist yet, but will should this continue. I mean, shit! It's like the poop is hitting my fan from which ever direction. I medicated by doctors orders. Applied pressure points and massage myself. If it works work it. And yes, I will call if this worsens.
Fourthly, I have just settled down from one hell of a sweat. The nausea has me burping with the hopes that burping helps me. It does. I have been dizzy ALL day, some points dangerous on the feet. The sounds-a-plenty and major loudness most all of today. Shits loud right now! Maybe a good thing then that the rains came and dripped all day. The thunder and lightening came and went - but the rains remained. Excellent preparation for our drier months ahead. Although, I do stick with the wetter Fall and Winter. Our trees, plants and shrubbery will go into a dormant state soon. Extra water is bonus. All of which kept me in doors today.
So, I did 270 curls spread through-out the day. Tomorrow I plan on doing 300. A good number.
I have read, I have had prayer and ceremony, was able to connect with Kindred, World Wide. I have nurtured my body well today. Ate well. Drank plenty fluids and passed plenty fluids. Maintained an even approach to what took place in my life today. Lived Life...
...One step at a time. I get by and keep on truckin'...
...one breathe at a time.
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