Sun Set

Kin,

The times comes where I must get out from with-in these walls. I need to escape from what is in here and in here, in my brains. My mind is so full of stuff, I think I'm about to burst from the clutter and clanging between these ears.

Woke up this morning with my Right-Good-Bad-Ear working at probably 50%. Don't know how and or I don't know why. It's just like this. I speculate it pertains to the Meniere's. Other than the noises and sounds between these two malfunctioning hearing holes and Poco on the ipod, I can not hear anything outside of this safe room where I am sitting...

...I'm tired of sitting. I'm tired of sleeping - yesterday I slept for 19 hours - and I'm so tired of hearing and feeling folks put me down for this lack of hearing. It isn't like I wished for this shit.

I know damned good and well there are hundreds of thousands if not millions of fellow Earth Spirit's in a place much worse than mine. Great Spirit, I know this, and please Sir, forgive me if what I think, feel and or say is wrong. I don't want to be wrong in your eye's Great One. I don't.

Some walking would do my mind and Spirit's well...

...I want to walk far from here. Somewhere where I may wake up and see the Sun rise with out obstruction. Walk far and West of here where I might have a perfect view of the Sun Set.

 What I would really wish for is to run like Forest Gump...

...and just run and run and run to The Dakota's to watch the Sun Set.

A beautiful Sun Set.