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Relation's,

Effective immediately, I will no longer share this blog on the Face book.

I am rendered speechless by the lack of support I have never received from the majority of "Friends and Family" on this Social Network. On this network or in "live and in person". So and too many lies. When your own family doesn't acknowledge the disease or the person with it. Or those individuals who have said i love you, Mario - or them who have broken bread with me. Them who have looked into my eye's as I have looked into theirs. I am genuinely appalled by it and in it's most sickening form, I have let this truly trouble me. I let this sadden me. Yes, really.

Now, it's time to move on from here and disconnect from some, if not many of these Folks. I mean, perhaps in many cases this is long over due. It has been as if I have wished and hoped and prayed and clicked my heels for the understanding of others - my family and friends. Well, my balls-that-live-in-my-head, tell me it's about time I cut this fuckin' shit out of my life. Can you hear my words? Can you feel me?

Seen.

Look, this is in my head. It's in my skull - amongst my brain matter. This is my stuff, ain't it?So, really this is my problem. Seen. So, I'll take care of this. My way.

I'm vulnerable, you see. I and my Spirit's in flesh and blood are speaking and I've learned to listen...

...it has taken me decades to figure some of this shit out with family and supposed friends. Now that I see a bit clearer with my Third eye, I figure I best take advantage of decent vision while I have all three in good function. Note I did not say excellent. This fucking Meniere's has affected my vision. NO! This fucking Meniere's Disease has affected and effected every fucking part of my life and every very fucking piece of my body and both halves of my brains!

Look, all I've ever wanted is empathy. Maybe some peace, love and understanding. With that being said, I acknowledge and so very much appreciate those who do read my words. Those who share their love with me and their valuable time. Your honesty. I am Blessed to have so many loved one's about me who do share life with me. I am forever humbled and graced by your love and understanding. By your voices and being. Thank you, each and all.

I've said enough.