Relation's,
I wish to share with you that on the evening of this past Friday, 10 August 2012, I had a Meniere's attack that rendered me absolutely useless and bed bound. I slept from early that evening until Sunday morning at 1100 and have slept plenty of my daughters visit and my life away since.
I have cried much since I woke Sunday and have tried diligently to remain awake and productive as possible. Spend as much time as possible with both of my dear baby's. Tomorrow, my youngest will become a twenty-eight year old Woman. This blows my mind because it seems to me as if it were just yester-year she was a teeny tiny little Daddy's girl. I love my daughters more than life. I love them both with all of my heart and life force. My daughters have been my teachers.
I have cried much since Sunday, because of this Meniere's attack and the exhaustion I have cried had alot since....
...my body is sore and aches from my toe tips to my skull. I am human. I am Spirit.
The dizziness has been relentless and the nausea has been omni-present with some productivity since Friday. The sweats have been disgusting and the all of this has been heavy on my heart and deep within my mind and energy. My energy zapped by this damned Meniere's.
The Worms and Spiders have been active and have crawled about the left and the back of my skull. The spiders have been so bad I have been stirred from sleep...
...last night I listened to what sounded like some body mowing their lawn at 2300. No, there wasn't and this lasted for an hour and one quarter. I also heard my daughter call me aloud, "Dad?", "Dad?", over and over again and again. And no, she wasn't. I suspect this too was a reason for such a fitful rest.
I prepare for a gathering with He-Who-Touched-My-Brain, today at 1215. It is 1133 so I bid a good day to one and all. I will send out communique later on today.
Ciao.
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