Nikki's Clothing

I have just placed into boxes, items my Nikki wanted me to donate to the American Cancer Research Center...

...I could smell you on your clothes Nikki. Tallahassee! French Town! The Old Dorm! My Baby.

BTW, I kept that beautiful frilly pink candle! Child please! It's so beautiful! A keeper for sure.

And yes, my dear daughter, everything else has been packaged and will be sent off for donation.

I miss you so much Kiki. It seems as if afar, far and away is so far today. I miss your great big hugs and kisses. I miss your voice. What can I say? Your Daddy loves you babe. So very very much. I guess you can see how long it took me to even touch your bags.

Oh, my daddy heart...

...I am happy and so incredibly proud of you and the Path of Beauty you walk. Your passion for life is extraordinary and the energy you place into what you do is right and good. I am also pleased to have this handsome Knight become a part of your life. My Life. Your happiness is my happiness, my dear daughter.

Always. Seen.

Be well daughter. Take care and be safe. Eat well and enjoy the palate that comes with living in a land afar and far away. Tell the Handsome One that I love him.

I never did get the memo on how to raise or bring up you and your baby sister. There were times when I made decisions that you and she did not appreciate at that moment. But, you know what? I have the knowledge and discernment that Great Spirit was always there with us. My Good God! Off the top of my head, I can't think of any regrets! I love you both so much and I am knowing your Mom loves you also. So very much. I still cry. I'm sure Ma does too.

I hope to think that maybe my ways of teaching and loving my Girls early in life has contributed to the Women I know today. Oh Lord, I pray so. You know I'm a mess!

Love Forever and Ever and then Forever More X 1,000,000,000 times, I Love you. Fahadja aka Paw!