Relatives,
Please celebrate with me as the Second Anniversary of this blog, Meniere's Disease, Mario's Path. Two years for some may not be so long, but for me it has been life times. Yes, the title of the blog remains same with the exception of stating My Path, rather than Mario's Path. I wish to leave the name as same because this is the way it all started two years ago today...
...the blog has become more than a simple blog for me. Yes and true, this is a simple blog and I'm a simple sort of fellow. Seen. One with Life's joy's and life's complication's. Issue's of a varying degree, if you wish.
I acknowledge and am fully aware I'm not the only one out here with similar health issues. For I and I, it has been the introduction of Meniere's to my life - My Path. With Meniere's Disease, came the loss of hearing and balance in my left ear. The spectrum of changes that accompanied the diagnosis's. The symptom's that are lived every damned day. The multiple surgeries that I have had since 2009.
Then there's the "C" word shit that pop's up about my body from time to time. From my head to Mr. Wang. And, I would like to share Mr. Wang, is doing excellently well. He moved back in earlier this year after a bit of a long holiday. Oh, we are a genuinely happy bunch.
My personal demons...
...dealing and continuing to battle issues from the Incest and Sexual Abuse I suffered and survived through as a wee young one, as an adolescent, a young Man and now, having to deal with an Elders molesting ways. His perpetuation of perpetrating sexual offenses - time and fucking time again are beginning to wear thin on me. I'm fifty two years old! What the hell?
NOTE: He-Who-Touched-My-Brain's assistant has just called. My scheduled appointment has been moved from Friday the 17 to Tuesday 14 August 2012. My friend, He-Who's-From-The-South, has filled my hopes that I will be forced in at 1230. In one hand I am pleased, in the other the uncertainty.
So, I sit here and we have a talk...
...please, if I may? You, the readers have read and been witness to my life. It's trials and tribulation's, my ups and downs. You have read about the physical ailments besides them mentioned earlier. There's the high Blood Pressure, my battle with Sugar Diabetes, the hospitalizations for the pneumonia's and the diagnosis COPD.
I have taken and have eaten so many medications I am unable to ramble them off at this moment. Anti-This and Anti-That's. The psycotrophic's that took control of my body functions. Them so tiny and those larger than a horse pill. Me and my medications. My pills and I.
It is you, my guest's, who have read my talk of the emotional matters that have had to be dealt with on a daily basis. A quite regular basis indeed. You have learnt about my MPD. I'll never forget being told by a psychologist in a group environment that I was more difficult than Sybil. You have lived and seen me through my very words. Many would remember the contemplation of suicide. Many remember the liters and liters of tears I have shed over all I have shared here on My Path.
My Relatives, I must say thank you to each and every guest who has ever clicked onto this blog. It is because of the thousands and thousands of guests that I am humbled beyond any state of being ever experienced by this simple Man. I thank Brian and Kathy, for planting the seed in my heart and Spirit in this thick and hard skull. I am forever grateful to you both. Please, She-Who-Lives-With-The-Cherokee, know how much I appreciate and love you for being a part of My Path. You have been a very living part of my moving forward in life. I miss my Medicine Woman and look forward to speaking with her later on today. I have had a good talk with the Old Kindred Spirit and wish to thank her for being a part of my life and My Path. I thank my wife, She-Who-Stands-Tall and my children for their support...
...daily, I thank you one and all. From my Spirit's to Great Spirit to you. Every one and all.
Today, I look forward to the future and what it is Great Spirit has in store for me. I will continue to fight and battle with these ailments and I commit to communicating via these communiques and share this simple man's journey. Here on My Path.
I have no more to say.
Love, peace and more peace, Mario
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