A Doctor Appointment, Today's Face-To-Face With He-Who-Touched-My-Brain

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Good Evening.

I report my self evaluation from my visit with He-Who-Touched-My-Brain, this afternoon. I am satisfied with the care and treatment received today, but am disappointed and unhappy with the words that were spoken by He-Who-Touched-My-Brain. My Audiologist, Dr. B 2, ran a series of hearing tests that came back as I had expected - just did not want this to be so. Really. From such reports, data was gathered that reflected moderate hearing loss and a major loss in word recognition. Doctor, informs me I am losing hearing in my right ear...

...I've heard this quietly coming this way for a spell.

I cried in clinic. I listened to Doctor and will continue to follow his direction. Besides the tests, the symptoms are indicators as well. For right now there's nothing to do but keep on keeping on. He-Who-Touched-My-Brain, made it perfectly clear that I would not go deaf. Sometime in next five years or so we will talk about a Cochlear Implant. Similar to my BAHA, Bone Anchored Hearing Aid - but, a different type of implant.

Dr. B 2, offered a bit of comic relief by placing an experimental hearing instrument into my Left Deaf Ear. We laughed! I know I did too! All of our Audiologist are awesome at Doc.'s Clinic.

The increase and frequency of Vertigo Attacks is because of the Meniere's Disease. The loss of word recognition and loss of hearing is Menier's related. The pops and beepity-beeps in both ear's are Meniere's related. The muffling and silence in right ear is the Meniere's Disease. My right ear having to wake is same-same. As this always has been, the dizziness, sounds, noises and nausea's all Meniere's related.

The vomiting of my meal tonight too is Meniere's related...

...these sweats, pains, discomforts and aches are all Meniere's related. For now, I continue to decline injections from a Pain Doctor. I am uneasy with this whole process of seeing another doctor for more doctor visits and more medications. Please, please understand Doctor. Besides, as I shared with you, if this is from neurological nerve damage and healing - I might as well get accustomed to them. True? True.

And for now, there just isn't anything to do about this HH, Hard of Hearing process. I will gradually lose hearing as the Meniere's dictates...

...I've listened to this quietly coming for quite some spell now.

As far as the wound, a new hole broke through snap-dab in the middle of my healed scar. Doc., says it's normal and that I am to continue putting the medical ointment on to the area. He-Who-Touched-My-Brain, remains very happy with the out come of surgery from June. Me too, for the most part. I just want this healed already.

There is so too much going on in my Spirit's. This is the time for a Face-To-Face with my Sir Dude! I miss my safe place in his office. I miss our connection and I know I require the sound of his voice as soon as possible.

For now, I'll be keeping on, with the keeping on. Seen.