I have tried to keep my hands, mind and self busy today. With simple tasks about the lodge and out of doors. Have done quite well with this, I think. Especially with a meniere's type of day, today has been...
...the dizziness has been as bad as a Merry-Go-Round nightmare, spinning fast and faster. So intence a piece in time that it was necessary for me to sit for a spell from fear of falling. I am experiancing a bit of a tipsey dizzy at the moment. Wearing it like a ball cap...
...nausea for what seems like all damned day! So much so, my throat is sore from this. Non-productive nausea.
Sweating off and on all day and am presently perspiring around my chest and am also wearing a cap wrapped about this skull of mine. This thick skull of mine. Sometimes I just don't know how it is I maintain. I don't.
My Deaf left ear has been picking up on some form of communications from else-where. There is a pecular sound that is difficult to describe. Almost like a roar of some unknown noise that rises and lowers in volume as it wishes. As if the implant is drawing energies from other sources. Ha! My right good bad ear is having a difficult day with the listening piece. I truly suspect that I am mourning daily the loss of hearing. It horrifies me. The moments of total silence are moments that are too much for me to share at the moment.
The scent of pine smoke drifts in and out by the motion of the wind. The atmosphere. As we sit or stand or walk or run, or sleep or awake. Earth Mother's alway's alive and spinning for us and we.
It seems to me that we/I sometimes wrap ourselves into these minute Orbs of energy and live our lives as if we are the center of our planet. What is paramount to us/we, is what we have spinning, clicking, and working in between our ears. Working, wanting to work, unable to work, all requires a lot of thought and contemplation. Our little lists that we maintain in one of the crevices of the brain and mind...
...say Hello to Mom even though she is dead, you say hello to your's if your Mom's alive. Now. Remember Dad or the In-Law's. Attend to the wife, husband, child, children, dog's and cat's and like today, feed and water our feathered cousins in the sancutary, and be with our Uncle Chester and Aunt Helen Turtle's for a few...
...who's preparing dinner? Is tonight pizza night? Did we say I love you to our Kinfolk? Did I say I Love You to Brenda this morning before she left for work. The car needs an oil change soon. Can't drive anymore. Need to purchase special door bell, special telephones and alarms for the one who is deaf and hard of hearing. So much is going on in our day-to-day's, we are so committed to doing that, that we forget the this or that. Rush. Quicker. Larger. No time for friends. No room for aunts, uncles, and cousins. I see these things that are here and know that it is similar over there with you and your Relations...
...but, can some of us please just STOP for a little bit and see what it is Mother Earth is saying to "you" or "us", or "we". Why is it that so many of us have forgotten to take care of Earth Mother. Really. We only get One Life on this wonderful planet of ours and My God, Earth Mother is as beautiful as the rising Sun, the setting Sun while in Key West...and it is up to us/we to take care of Mother Earth as if we would take care of our OWN, Mother.
Relations, were you aware that Our World, had just recently experianced the extinction of an awesomely huge and beautiful fellow Earth Mate. The African Western Black Rhino is now extinct...
...just like that, "poof" and this extraordinary creature is gone! Extinct! As in forever extinct! And all the press provides is a few paragraphs in this past Sunday's press. This has bothered me so much and so bad that not a day has gone by without this article in my mind and Spirit's. On the flip side of this article there is news that London cabs brace for Olympics. Really.
My Dearest Lord, what am I to do, but mourn the loss of yet another fellow Earth Mate? Today alone, thousands of acres of Rain Forest have been forever and ever cut down, for agriculture. Also for this I mourn. And pray daily. Please Great Spirit, Let Us See What We've Done To Our Earth Mother!
Listen, my Relations, I humbly ask that you remember to take care of yourselves and find time to love and protect our Earth Mom. It's really up to us/we to protect our wild life from extinction. Yes, this does carry weight in my Spirit's...
...in the grand scheme of things, we're all in this together. Whether you think so or not...that's just the way it is.
We've got the whole world in our hands...
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