The sysmptoms I am experiancing at this precise moment are quite uncomfortable. I am willing myself to combat these disgusting symptoms so that I may spend some time with you, my guest. Earlier today I gardened a bit and watered my Central Park, as there were some flowering plants that looked as if they needed a sip of water or some. Pulled a couple/few weeds, watched the hounds run amuck, and listened to what sounded like rapid gunfire up and around the corner over yonder. Those construction workers are working as if their lives depended on it...
...I mean it was like pop-pop-pop-bang-pop-bang, all the damned short day!
What I began to experiance then is what drew me back into the lodge. I had become scary dizzy and felt for sure I was headed for an attck of vertigo. Fortunatly, I was able to walk in and relax in my favorite spot...
...making and seeing objects out of the pop corn ceiling in an attempt to focus and calm myself. I really think I experianced some sort of Meniere's related episode, yet really don't think I had an all out Meniere's Attack. Seems as if it was low on the Richter Scale, yet produced several issues that are common for me post vertigo/meniere's attacl. I have been in a weak spell since, requireing to rise from sitting slowly, use the walls to my advantage besides the quad can, and focused on walking with purpose. It has really been a bad tough day with the Meniere's Disease, the cervical spine issues, breathing and coughing issues, balance issues related to the dizzy - possible Meniere's spell earlier, and am afraid I may be heading towards another battle with respiratory health issues. All if which, are my issues...
...please?
At this moment the dizziness is moving along at a controlled pace with medication prescribed for me by my doctor, He-Who-Touched-My-Brain. I am dizzy yes, the type of dizzy like a spin about on the Merry-Go-Round dizzy.
I highly suspect the nausea is due to the dizziness. Have had this spell of dizziness on me all damned day you see. And the nausea has followed. I ate dinner earlier this evening and I can share with you that the nausea is so there in my throat, I am retasting what I ate from time to time as I try not to vomit. Which yes, I find disgusting and gross.
I am wearing a cap of perspiration and a necklase of sweat. It is cool in the lodge as we have a cold front coming through. So, no it does not make much sense to me. Fan is blowing on low.
The sounds I have had in my Deaf Left ear has been the ringing of an old-fashioned telephone! I can now say I have heard the ringing - so many people speak of who have Meniere's. Yes, it was a shitty symptom, but it sure did bring some nostalgia. Folks, I used to love the weight and ring of those old telephones. They were so heavy, one could've used one as a weapon. These are the sounds a person who is hard of Hearing could hear. That's how loud the ringing was. I tell you this, I sure as hell have been listening to this freaking ringings off and on all damned day.
My right bad good ear has had a poor Hearing day and is presently listening to crickets that must stand about 3.5 Feet tall, as these bastards are so loud it distracts me from what I am doing at the time and thus, require a follow up to make sure all is good when tasking and distracted by the Cricket Symphony. It is so odd how this flip flops between my ears. I don't know - I leave it up to Dr. Danner...
...aka He-Who-Touched-My-Brain. I love him, I respect him and I have trusted him with my life. What more can one say about his or her doctor? He Rocks! And I really do love him as a member of my family. May Great Spirit, always Bless doctors hand's and his wonderful bedside manners.
The Funky Worms are in full recreation mode this evening. Probably listening to some Funk. And yes, I have taken my medicine for that too.
Tomorrow afternoon I have an appointment with my Internal Specialist. Will with visit and gather with She-Who-Is-A-Lovely-Doctor. Issues and matters of health will be conducted. Results of Laboratory work will be discussed and I will bring in my Sugar Diabtic Log where I have journaled my sugar levels on an every morning basis.
My Health is my Business. I must invest into my Health's future by being a healthier person today. Chip, chip away at old processes or routines. Eliminate negative energies from my Health or deal with them head on.
Speaking of which, I continue to wait for a call from the hospital with the name of My Home State. Last week I was promised by She-Who-Is-An-Administrator, that she would call me this past Monday. Well, I have waited for her call long enough. In the morrow, I will call She. After all, this pertains to my Health and some issues that occured while a patient in her hospital.
Great Spirit, Bless my road to recovery and assist me in being mindful of self and other's as I walk My Path to a Healthier state of being.
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