Woke up early this morning only to have to turn about and go back to bed for self-induced sleep. I had woken up with the sounds and noises as if I had no sleep at all, because I went to bed and off to sleep with these very noises and sounds. Made it a chore to read...
...what can you do?
It is 1553 and I am exhausted and rather would be in bed sleeping right at this moment, but I have just returned home from an appointment with Doctor N., aka Dr. Psych. My In-Law's assisted me with a transport and some good conversation.
Must admit I considered today's visit a visit with energies that took flight about in this office of his. It felt as if I had a damned good show of some intellectual fencing...
...I believe my Warrior Spirit accompanied me to this visit, which did in fact end up going for a bit longer than the usual time allotted...
...the vibes - the energies - the passions. Today's visit was not just a visit to my psychiatrist...it was a visit with a person who does this for a living. A Man's man and sonebody I truly feel has my best and better interest in mind. An ally, but whew shit, this was straight up face-to-face, your energy with my energy creating this verbal fencing. When words were done and said, a shake of the hands, an eye-to-eye and I knew today was good day to be alive...
...yes, it would have been a damned good day to die too, but yet here I am by the Blessings of Great Spirit. Alive and at this moment feeling like I could go on safari in Botswana...or a walk about in the National Forest here in Ocala...
...maybe My Paths in Cherokee, that are there still, waiting for my foot steps. I can feel the pulse of Earth Mother from those mountain's. I have had the Blessing's of seeing the Little People of the Forest with these eye's. My very skin yearns for the touch of the clouds...the scent of Mother Earth.
The bottom line of the visit with Dr. N., is this; this is where I am supposed to be at this moment in time. On My Path. I am here right now tip-taping on this keyboard with a force of energy and a belief and faith, that a day will come when I will be able to do these things, such as walk about's and safari's with an ease once again!
For now, I must go eat crow on the FaceBook. I threw out a couple/few "F" bomb's and there are some young one's on the scroll. Thought about this over at doctor's office.
Caio........
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