Keeping My Word, A Rush Appointment With My Dermatologist, The "C Words Back"

I have contacted my Dermatologist and my appointment with her is a Rush appointment this Thursday at 130 pm.

I have also contacted Hart plus Para-Transit, for my transportation riding 'The Little Blue Bus'. Time to pick me up for appointment is at 1130am, then the transportation Folks will bring me back home at 330pm. I have had to guess the amount of time I will be in procedures and pray I have submitted enough time for doctor to do what she wishes to do with me. 

There is absolutely no reason for me not to believe that this will become an open season with the cut and snip. I honestly have no doubt and am quite positive of a cut and snip session. More syringes and more needles. I have a chunk of anxiety pertaining to this, building within and me fearing and am afraid of being left alone post procedure with this one. Oh sure, I’m a Big Boy, and I can do this. I’m just a wee bit concerned.

Now, is the right time to apply stronger focus and energy on the matter and to surly readjust energy to accommodate this new-old situation with my health. The Cases of Skin Cancer vs. This Patient has been reopened.

There is nothing for me to do but wait now. Keep my eyes opened and my one ear opened too. I figure while there at clinic, I will have doctor evaluate my body from top of my head down to my size twelve feet. I might be able to release some of this damned stress that occupys mind space and too much energy, simply by letting doctor do her job. I trust my doctor and consider myself her patient. 

The countdown to the removal of these "C Word" began as soon as I hung up with transportation. As far as my doctor and her staff were concerned this was a no brainer, I was placed on hold four or so seconds and my ally had a date and time set. Fantastic! I love when plans fall into place like this.

 Well my Guests, I have kept my word on being proactive on this piece and reporting back. Here I am, and for now, all is done.

I will share a smudge later today. Prayers will be offered along with the scents of White Sage. A fragrance that has been a part of my life for as far back as I can remember. Peace.