White Noise Rain Sound - A Meniere's Sound Symptom

Relations,

For some this is calming and a peaceful sound and noise. Maybe sometimes for me too, yes.

But there are the times when this is definitely not soothing or easy for me. That is when these sounds and noises come from within my three ears. The implant which lives next to my left deaf ear and the right good-bad ear hole-to-the-brain...

...and this noise and sounds which are often as loud as if blown out over a Public Address System at the Buc's stadium down and around the town. My Good God! So loud! That is when this becomes a problem - because there are times when I listen to this shit for hours and hours at a time. And lay in bed looking up at the figures created by the ceiling pop corn and let my imagination take me away and hope and pray that these are not the sound symptom of an incoming attack.

Sometimes I cry and listen, because that's all I freaking "can do" is listen. Seen? Seen.

NOTE: I do not own this video. I borrow it with the sole purpose of sharing what it is that I as a person living with aggressive Meniere's Disease, listens to. To share. That's all.