Kin,
This is the Meniere's and the Meniere's Disease symptoms I am having and experiencing at this very moment and have been going through these same for some few hours.
The beep-beep-beepity-beep-beep-beep and on and on! My God, the beeping has failed to cease! So loud and so distracting that I find I must find something to do to distract myself. I try!
Dizzy and dizziness is alive. As in a post County Fair Ride, The Twirl and Swirl.
Nausea and vomit the flavor of dinner brought up into my mouth. The acid on my teeth.
I am misting around my upper scalp; like a base ball cap rests atop it.
There are pains deep inside my left ear. When I say deep, I mean I can not get satisfaction with my fingers, massaging tools or compounds. If I could only squeeze my finger into my ear!
I share that there has been several cluster pain attacks at the top left corner of my bobble head. The worms and spiders play and reproduce in the space between my scalp and my skull. I sit here and observe the goings on and wonder how long will this be going on?
I am embarrassed by the awkwardness I have experienced today. There are times when I really do feel like a gimp. So Gimpy. Be tripping over my own two feet and the extra four too. Trip over nothing sometimes. BOOM! Just fall. Scary as all hell too.
My right good-ear-hole-to-the-brain continues with the loud and never ending cicadas. I mean? Speaking of the right ear, it never really woke up 100% today. As if running at 75% and blinking on and off. Off and on.
My body aches and is sore, almost exhausted but I am not sleepy. And damn it - it's 0202.
Beep-beep-beep-beep-beepity-beep-beep-beeeeeeeeeeeeep. Beep-beep-beep-beep. Beep. Beeeeeeeeeep. Beep.
I am going to work on not calling myself bad, foul or negative names anymore. I promise myself.
I have nothing else to say. Peace.
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