Meniere's Disease and My 501's

Kin,

Good evening.

Just a brief communique to share how Meniere's has been contesting me today, this second day of January, 2013, while at the building where Sir Dude has his office's. While utilizing the facilities, I had an experience that bordered on an attack, verged on me fainting and was something I really had to work through alone. And did so, quite well even. Almost an out-of-body experience there standing at the porcelain, my 501's undone and having these small green tile in front of my face suddenly become large green tile. I felt first my head and then my body have a swaying motion that went and goes back and forth while I had to fight for sturdy ground beneath my feet. I felt a warm rush of blood to my brains and I grabbed hold of the plumbing to keep steadfastly standing. No, I didn't have the slightest inclination to fall or lay on the tiled floor of that lavatory in the middle of my day. I was wearing my Levi 501's.

This took place immediately prior to that whole Little Blue Bus thingy. Lord, please, let somebody know that I do not take kindly to abandonment. Mucho issues aqui. Seen. Wait, here's a piece of synchronicity today - I had high lighted an issue with abandonment with Sir Dude earlier in session. How it is I am in a different place about that whole mess with abandonment.

Since 2145 I have had an "awwwwwwww'ing" noise going on in my left ear and all evening the right ear has had crickets. By the fecking thousand and are all just damned-way-too-loud! There has been many 'pops' in both of my ears. The left deaf one has suddenly become quite active with these, 'pops'. This past Saturday, I had such a 'pop' in my left ear that I had the sensation of better hearing. No! Really! For what must had been ten seconds I was like 'oh wow - so much better''. Ha! Terd Head here forgot I was deaf in my left ear for just too brief a spell. Oh God, it felt and sounded so great! I have forgotten Lord! I had forgotten! Oh God! My God!

The dizziness has been high for most of today, hanging around the 7 on a scale of 1 - 10. This created uncomfortable situations for me. The nausea, has been present all day. Sometimes very bad and other times not so. I vomited a little into my mouth twice. Once had the medicine I had swallowed earlier and the second time was tea. I mean, what the feck?  I have sweat, perspired and misted the majority of today and yet I still remain with this feeling of being bloated.

I fought the sleep and I won! Mixed Blood - 1, Sleep - 0, at the half of the World Cup.

I have been running on three hours sleep over the past thirty-six or so hours of this familiar Non-Sleep. I reckon a form of self imposed unrest this is, eh? A not-so-odd thing about this is that I am really not at all sleepy. Tonight, is now the morn of 03 Jan. 2013.

Think I'll wear my 501's to bed tonight. Yes Sir., breaking in a new pair. Ma'am? Shrink to fit.

Good Morning you all!