Relations,
Peace. Welcome.
As I do every once and again, okay wait, regularly, I'll take a look at stats and study - day to day, day-to-week, week-to-month etc. I also enjoy looking over the Referring URLs, Referring Sites and Key Words used to get to My Path. I am constantly surprised and amazed at how many Kindred Spirit's locate this blog and then share with many others. One of my greatest joy's in my present life is knowing that I may have made an impact somewhere with someone. Even if just one. And then there are Kindred who live far and far away. Yes, our Paths do cross here as we do with other people in life. Within the confines of my safe and peaceful environment, here is where I sit and or lay. I am often compelled to share so that others may learn from one living what is an invisible disease. I am humbled. So humbled and so blessed to see that there are so many of us out here. Hearing words in the mind as we read them over.
I have assembled a team that I consider the "Dream Team", when it comes to having a team that covers all the bases - this is "The One". Sometime soon, I think I'll create a report for the blog to share more about how my Better State of Health, Mind, Body, Spirit's and Financial Affairs Team and I do over the next few weeks. I do have with no doubt, one of the best teams any person could ever ask for when it comes to receiving the absolute best Health Care out there. From my primary physician and her wonderful staff. To my surgeon, who is my Meniere's Disease Doctor, He-Who-Touch-My-Brain and my legendary team there at Team Tampa Bay Hearing And Balance Center. Yes! This is the place where it is I receive the Best Treatment in the World for what has gone on and what is going on in my ears and skull. I love so many people here and I feel their love for me too. It really is like we are all a very tight close family and team that surrounds the patient, in this case me, with an abundance of love, respect and integrity...
...for me these three indicators are how I operate: I will operate my business with an abundance of love and peace for fellow Earth Mates crossing paths with me on any given day. I do this EVERY TIME we step out to the supermarket where shopping is a pleasure and have Women coming up to me with the hugs and kisses and the yackity-yack-yacks. Women employees and customers too. And alright then, there are a very few friends who are Men and we greet each other the same way. For me it's no problem to share. with my eyes and in my Spirit's I see there is not enough love going around. We have folks dieing of relationship starvation out here you all. And no, dammit it's not out there it's out here. Here where I live - there where you live.
You see, I love seeing the eyes of someone who just needed that word peace spoken aloud or a peaceful and genuine "are you okay, my dear?".
Sir Dude, my therapist is on board to assist and aid me in getting to that place I want to be. He is very well known and is a trusted member of the community. In his field and in the Marathon Circuits. The betterment of my mind will be strongly influenced by what it is Sir Dude teaches. His guidance has been a good and right guidance and I am pleased with this.
God, my Great Spirit, has blessed me with a motivation that dumbfounds Folks. Sometimes, I can't imagine why my desire to be a healthier and wiser one is so odd to some. The Great One God has my back and those of the Spirit's who dwell within and around me. I've got a life to live. This right here is the department Miss. K. and I will be working with at the Vocational Rehab. This and or that opportunity a friend of mine spoke to me about not too long ago.
Kindred, you see, I respect each and every doctor, nurse, and doctor assistant, book keeper, therapist as I respect the Security Guard standing Her post, respect the Big and Happy Lady at the Hospital Cafe register and the young dude's wax and buff up and down the hospital ways and bi-ways - ALL the same. There's no need to impress me and I'm surely not out to impress. Respect is respect is respect, no matter what part of Earth Mother we come from. Seen.
The integrity comes after many years and decades worth of practice, education, reading, and an understanding of one thing, we are all human. And with that said, I say this, I treat even them who are down trodden with respect and dignity. To connect with them, with the understanding that I will respect my Kindred and share dignity with love and peace are a part of me and come along with me always. Quite like a Combo Meal.
As long as there is no one playing with matches, no body gets burned. Seen. I'm okay - you too. If one plays with matches around me, I go play elsewhere. No, not judged - simply the safety piece. I don't have time for lies and two facedness. I go this way and the drama folk that way. Life. Too many people play simple emotion games with me and instead of letting go, some insist on keeping up their talk about what has become nothing now. Some topics have taken me life times to get to where I am today. I see why, so it is my responsibility to pass along what has been blessed on to me...
...to live life with an abundance of love, respect and integrity. It works if you work it.
P.S. By the way, no, Meniere's Disease is not a psychosis. I have at sometime or some point or another contemplated the psychosis's that accompany this dreadful disease that takes away one's hearing and balance and provokes violent attacks of Meniere's Vertigo, the nausea, the vomiting, the sweats, the fucking dizziness that never goes away. The surgeries and the recoveries after every damned surgery. Sleeping for days at a time or like tonight - sitting here talking while the noises in my ears bring about maddening scenarios and such may lead to psychosis. But to answer a couple of questions; no, Meniere's Disease is not a psychosis.
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