Kindred,
Something I have not yet shared is that I did not sleep last night. I tried and I did lay in bed relaxing my body - but there was no resting the noises and sounds.
Tonight, once Brenda has arrived from work and we have had our evening meal, I shall retire for the day.
Someday, I'll be able to put my finger on this rubbish of non-sleep. For now it is a mystery and I have no reply at all.
It's not like I stay up and watch the television. I don't enjoy television as much as I used to. I figure like a majority of other stuffs, it is all about the age thing now-a-day's. I mean I am still young but surely not as young as I once was. Even as a youth I never went on and on without sleep. Not the military, not having baby's, not even the discotheque's kept me up for days on with no sleep or very little of it.
Tonight, I think maybe I eat a pretty in pink little pill that will offer respite.
This up and down, Meniere's rubbish, I am living is slowly driving me mostly crazy. I'm already almost there, you see.
For the time being I have tried to reach out to a Human voice. Not one available. No one...
...there was one who has even hung up on me because he didn't recognize my voice. Oh well.
Sure wish Botswana was home right now. I am so lonely.
Ciao Bella's.
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