Meniere's And The Volume Is Up High Tonight

Kindred,

This symptoms of Meniere's are giving me a full throttle go with my sanity this evening.

The volume controlling sounds and noises is turned up to a nine. A Ten being time to call doctor, Sir Dude, or somebody, because this has been going on too many days now and I mean really. I am a Single Sided Deaf person and I have constant cravings for quiet or a bit of silence in my deaf ear. There has been only a very few times when I have experienced the total out of sound (OOS). Imagine? A fellow who is deaf in one ear has constant noise and sounds. Night and day, it simply doesn't matter. Nor does it make any sense. Sometimes, I swear the two are making music in unison. I know Sugar Boo. I know, it can't be.

The non-sleep continues. My body is exhausted, worn and achy. The painful lightening like strikes have messed with my scalp all day. Honestly, if I were to go lay down this instant, I would have difficulty drifting on to Dream World. I pray that soon I will find some quiet, calm and peace. For some reason, I just had this thought rush through my brains, that not one of any of my doctor's know how it is to wear these shoes. These moccasin's. These bare feet. Oh yes, and please do have the understanding that I am packaged up full of diagnosis, disease's and disorder's. Odds-N-End's. The same as it has always been.

From the words I have had today, it looks as if we just might be able to get me in to see my new Neurologist. Kindred, I ask that you please keep me in mind and send good energy and medicine this way. With this daily chaos of Meniere's and the symptoms, Neurological issues and it's symptoms, migraines and it's odd symptoms. Having difficulty breathing, and having difficulty hearing, you know, really compounds the bitterness that has manifested within my Core. Higher One, please bless my way, My Path.

My dearest wife should be home at any time. I am as eager as a pup waiting for his Human to come home from work or as excited as a child who has been waiting for Mommy since before the Sun come up to come home. I share this with you my Kindred Spirit's, this house sure does get mighty lonely and there's just too much time for the Mind's Games. I miss my dear wife!