A Meniere's Attack That Started With Dizziness

Kindred,

I do beg your pardon for my absence these past couple of days. I was struck by an attack that started off to be a bit of a shaking dizziness that when it struck me - I knew of only one place to go and that was my safe place. The noises and sounds in my ears roaring. Dear Ones, my head and Spirit's are scattered aflutter by this most recent Meneire's attack. It was as if there was some sort of espionage thing going on, you know the scene, the one where I'm slipped a pill in my cup of hot tea. These past few days since Sunday past has offed me opportunity's to connect with certain Folks. Sir Dude, 'Von @ He-Who-Touched-My-Brain's Clinic and I am aware I have missed some calls. Please don't be bitter. I swear the telephone was right there on my bedside table. The one I journal on and read and look at the photo's of my baby's and my wife and a picture of Jesus Christ. Seen. Since I went to sleep Sunday, I have not once been 100% on my feet. Having slept 90% of my days away, my mind and body feel flip-flopped. With the blessing's of Sir Dude, we were able to have a session by telephone. Such a timely talk. A fortunate state of business for me and it has in fact been quite a spell since one of these come up. Meniere's does this shit to Folk. You see? Let me thank my Sir Dude, real quick! Thank ya, Sir Dude!

Today, is Thursday and I will report now that my left ear has made nosies and sounds in sleep and out of sleep all week. When I rolled over in slumber for comforts sake, I would listen to check if my jungle was still with me. And yes, right on up until this very moment the sounds of Tarzan's Jungle have been roaring. This shit isn't no damned migraine's! And I know it sure as hell not a funny thing. I know what this is. I've lived with it since '07 there about, eh? Meniere's.

These surprise attacks and ambushes of the Meniere's Attacks are hell on my senses, and when the pains strikes like lightening, oh, it hurts like shit, so very bad and then it moves along. The worms and spiders who remain en`residence move about when they wish. Often at my expense because it'll still scare the shit out of me 99% of the time.

Nausea has lived within my throats base, dwelling. Waiting and on occasion, a little vomit in my mouth, but none throwing up. Enough though to feel self-conscience of my breath. Ain't that some shit? Well, hell yes it is.

My hearing has been ALL over the charts since waking and seeing the non-hearing alarm clock  reading it was 'round about 1700. I opened my eyes with a purpose and said, Okay. Today I woke up and moved my body some. May it be that tomorrow will bring about a more active and productive day. My right ear has gone full over the past few days. Many *POP's* too! I have gone out of sound too many times to remember. So I'm beginning to just sit and wait and am still laying in bed waiting for my right ear to wake.

This shit isn't make believe you all. To you who look at me down your nose and think you are so mighty. Karma is a bitch, Honey's. I really do know this because I have had to eat Karma Crow many times in my days. I see how your pies are being prepared and hope that you will catch and release, because Honey, the faces you wear come with a flashing pink neon sign on your forehead that says "Approach With Caution". Oh, 'wow'. No, I'm not apologizing for that expression of my heart...

...I declare that if I had even just 25% more understanding and appreciation for what is happening in my life, from my Kinfolk, this ground I call Mario's Path, would have so much more grace and joy to share with One and All.

I will be fine in my Spirit's, and I will continue to push onward. This is my business right now...

...but dear Kinfolk. Please.

I say fuck you Meniere's!