Meniere's Disease, Change Is A Comin'

With the last communique, there marked the 900th communique. No pomp, just a matter of sharing what my eyes see as a milestone of sorts for my path and I.

With the last communique there were twenty too few to make an even 17,000 Guests to this blog. There is still a something that prevents me from fully recognizing that there have been so very many to visit this sometimes quite informational and turmoil in a blended beverage way.

I am aware that there are times I drift off and along my path. When I do, you my Guests are here with me and my words and thoughts and feelings. I did not choose to have this Meniere's Disease and surely did not choose to have my path as I knew it so interrupted. I speak of my path, because this is my life. This is my road to a "Better State of Mind, Body and Health" Plan. I consider what I am traveling on a road to recovery in a wholeness of all that is me and who I am sort of way. There had to be a decision made back many, many months ago - do I stay or do I go. As it has been many times in my days, I put myself in the position to keep on truckin', Folks. I had to keep on going.. Seen.

It is clearly stated in my introduction that there would be some of this-and-that's and well, that's what my life has been all about. Taking care of those damned this-and-that's dammit, is a must and focus. I have been in the gutter and I have seen my Mother Earth from atop high peaks - I have felt and know that there are many who wear similar shoes as I. From my heart to yours, I empathize. This recovery has been my job. My project as a Spiritual One with the emotions of a Human Man, 'all', is a part of my path, so I take each step by one step.

I forget when and where, but I referred to something as being complexed earlier today. Well, that word is a one word description of who I am. I can tend to be too complicated sometimes. Yes.

I am a Survivor, not a victim. The meniere's is a major pain in the ass, yes, but I have had many suffering's earlier in life that I suspect may have prepared me for the challenges I face daily with this Meniere's an it's symptoms. I do not quit, neither are there any plans to do so. To much good, right and positive is going on in my circle right now. There have been too many nightmares and terrors lately - no more please...

...It is the Warrior Survivor within me who will pull me out of this gloom. God has my back and I know this!

Many have grown to know me in the ways I share and communicate. Guests have stopped by to read these words and pay their respects with their visits. I am humbled. I continue with the belief that I am a simple one. I am not clever nor do I have high IQ.. I am who I am. You owe me no obligation, so I beg that please, you in my Circle who are them with many faces, move on from me. Please. Yes, this is sad in many respects, yet soon, I will draw the line - that will divide me from many ill and negative energy...

...this is rather like a 'House Blessing', just from within my skin do I have this ceremony.

Change is a comin' you all. Yes Ma'am, there's a change coming this way, I say. I can smell it too!

God Bless America!