If you want to go with me for a spell, sit back, kick your shoes off a spell and we'll connect.
I was able to finally get sleep and slept for just about twenty-four hours on the dot. I was so short of calling He-Who-Touched-My-Brain and having my wife take me to the emergency department, it didn't even matter to me which hospital we would go to, I just knew that something not right was going on inside my skull. Yesterday early noon my near delirious butt finally succumbed to the call of the wild - the natural instinct to close eyes to sleep and slumber. I did and I hit REM so many times and fell into a deep slumber, I had dream after dream. I slept so very uninterrupted you see, because I was uninterruptable I reckon. I seem to remember once, Brenda checking on me or asking me some question about, only God knows what. I was in this sleep so deep, I had been directed to some form of exhaustion induced coma. I do not know why there was such a gap without sleep. Now that I've had my rest I feel less pressed to follow up on this with any of my doctor's. I am scheduling an appointment with my Internist for later on this week though. Had laboratory work done not long ago and I would like to follow up on that, as well as have a face to face with my doctor. There has been a connection made between my new neurologist's office manager and I. Thanks to 'Von over at He-Who-Touched-My-Brain's clinic. There is an issue with the time between now and the scheduled date. I am needing to see a neurologist sooner - not later. For Shits Sake, give me a break, Miss.Office Manager's, talking about February 2013 sometime. I tried hard not to laugh, but couldn't help myself. Yes, I understand she is a world renowned doctor and has a list of degree's reading like which university didn't she graduate from, but dammit if I'm not really tired of this practice of hurry up and wait. This is me sitting here, she may have had someone else in mind. I will be having a follow up conversation with Miss. Office Manager, in the morrow.
These appointments are scheduled by me for me. I don't have a secretary or an assistant. I schedule the transport via HARTPlus and follow their rules and guidelines. Their schedules are such that many times, entire days are blocked out due to the processes set in place by the Mass Transit System. Honey please, I am not complaining in anyway about this. I am blessed and am privileged to be provided this opportunity for affordable transport. With the exception of Miss. Too Fast - Too Furious-For-Me, I have not had any issue with any driver. They have all been so professional, kind and respectful. It's just that these appointment's are all a part of the direction and energy I am moving forward with. If one day is taken up by an appointment I make do.
Quite honestly, a major stress factor for me is the insurance thing. A huge factor that is influenced by the strike of mid-night, 31 December 2013. What the feck? Want me to lie? Not here, I don't have to. I have this keen impression there will be a plethora of tests and I'll be subjected to a series of examinations...
...there is an urgency for me to have MY DOCTOR, look in my face with their face and break it down for me. What type of Migraines do I have? What is very exactly wrong with my Cervical Spine? Just do what must be done and tell me what it is and why it is I have been led along in pain and sometimes pure agony for so long. Simply work with me and explain to me what it is that I must do and what may be done to have a better quality life. A life without the neurological pains and issues. This is what I'm expressing to you, my readers, because I will say this, what ever I do, I'm going to do it good. This is all a part of the business plan I speak of every once and again. No, not going 'there' tonight, but will say this Kindred, I assure you this, my purpose and intention's are actually taking place in my day-to-day life and on My Path. I see them happening sometimes before my eye's.
It's time to do it. No more pass-me-along. I have medical issues. Do it. Dig it?
I wish to thank He-Who-Touched-My-Brain, for introducing me to my new Neurologist. I know in my heart that you have done everything within your power and within your hands to help me with the Meniere's Disease. I understand that the neck bone is not connected to the ear bone, but damn Doctor Danner, this is mighty scary for me. We've had some incredible experiences with this Meniere's Disease, operations and subsequent Meniere's related health issues. Just knowing that you are on the same campus is a safety net for me Doc. We have made a mighty fine and Blessed team. It pleases me in prayer to know that you will always be here and be there for me. Thank You Lord, for leading me to my Right Good Doctor and Doc., I thank you and your wonderful hands.
With all my heart, Doctor D., I thank you.
From my Spirit's to your Spirit's, thank you to each and every one of my guests here visiting my home and My Path.
I have no more to say.
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