The Deep Death Sleep, Me A Teddy Bear Gimp And My Fear

Kind One's,

I wish to share with you that I am aware I mentioned the 'state of a deep death sleep' earlier. It was simply a means of expressing the deep semi-coma states of sleep that I so very easily shape shift into. It is in my mind, the meniere's and my body that mandates the sleep.  A different place and different Relations, yet all are relations, I have crossed paths with before. With me and my sleeps, I very rarely do not go into Dream World. I mean rarer than rare. I always dream.

I enjoy my Dream Worlds and am accepting of the concept that I do cover many different times and places in my Dream World. This is a deeper state of sleep that most people only wish to experience. Here, I have learned how and when to adjust to altered states of mind and what I believe to be being a reality-in-dream. It is here in Dream World that I have 'ran on water'. And knew it when I was doing it. Eh?

Feck no, I'm not ashamed to share this with my Relations. I mean, DAMMIT KINFOLK! This is my address and this is where I live! And like it or not, I am a handsome Teddy Bear Gimp. Seen?

There are many times when I am afraid because I have no idea of my environment. I am a sleeping man dead to the world. I have weapons scattered about my lodge and am prepared should something unfortunate should happen to a strange intruder into my lodge.

Ya-Hey! Today's a good day to die!!

Please know the drama's in my Dream World are many times more than not, just as dramatic as the drama's in my awake life. You see, and with me, only heaven knows. Oh yes, and by the way, I hear with both ears in my Dream World!! No Shit - for Shit's Sake, I Do!

In my slumber and sleep I am totally cut off from my environment. I am aware and very consciousness of this. Due to our very precarious financial matters, we are unable to afford the tools I need to make my environment, a safer and more secure place to live and thrive. I do dream of financially related scenario's as well. I mean, Kindred, I have been what I thought was a numbers dude for evah! My God, I was able to pinch a booger from a Lincoln Nose off of a penny. I mean, really. So, yes there have really been times when I am face to face with a Boss in Dream World. Working on numbers that I knew, she/he knew I knew what to do with! I did it for DECADES!!

I mean, my Dear God?! I am truly humbled. To the Core, I am humbled. Word?