The worms have been moving about between my skull and my scalp. Seems extra active this past twenty four hours. It doesn't matter what position I am in to have these worms wiggle - I can be sitting, standing or laying down. Same with the spiders but it has been a few days since I felt the wickedly fast spiders that dash about my scalp and head.
My left ear has been listening to a bunch of racket. The right ear listens to the Swamps of The Everglades - gators, frogs, crickets and the what nots'. My God.
There have been pains deep within both ears. The type of pain that I can just about reach with a firm knuckle or my wooden four legged massage tool. Press that damned thing deep inside.
Last night and during these wee hours the nausea has been dreadful. Last night in the middle of the night I threw up in my mouth - in my sleep I must have felt it coming because I sat straight up and fought to keep from throwing up all over our bed room.
I believe strongly that I had a Meniere's attack. There were a couple of times I felt faint with dizziness but the symptoms were haphazard. I did sleep a lot from Friday evening until noon on yesterday. There was sleep this afternoon but I've had fought it hoping for another awesome nights sleep. And my goodness, the night and morning was choke full of dreams in Dream World. The issue this morning, right now are the sounds. Quite simply the damned sounds. So distracting I am unable to read. So distracting that I am sitting here tip-tapping as a form of communicating. So loud and disturbing.
I am compelled to share what it is that is going on with my body and in my head while this is going on with my Guests and readers. Meniere's Disease does no take time off - it is always present and it makes itself accounted for. I am exhausted yet am not sleepy. My body aches and pains me. The sounds pester and there was just a loud beep in my left Deaf ear.
My business is to keep on keeping on. God, has plans for me. He tells me I am too young for this.
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