BulI Shit, I'll Say One Day - One Day, I'll Say

At 0545 this cold morning I was awakened by the sound of an Airboat that was so loud, roaring loud and so clear, it sounded as if it were parked in my back yard, there next to my bedroom window. I sat straight up and listened for a moment or few and had to let it go. This was not the first time to hear the airboat and neither was this the first time a sound that originated from my left deaf ear stirred me from a slumber.

Speaking of slumber, I fight off the sleep today with good energy and a good fight. I am not at all feeling the desire to sleep. Although and even though I know that if I were to return to my safe place, in the coolest North West room of our lodge to lay down, I would be set adrift into another realm. The realm I refer to as Dream World. Dream World has been a combative place for me since the last Meniere's attack. Much bitterness and sadness. There is a negative influence that will be first slain and then burnt in ceremony. The Smoke setting the scent and energies up and out of this area. From near me and be removed to another place, back to the originator. I am familiar with these activities in Dream World because I have had these all of my life. When people of supposed power or an over inflated ego, betray me, cause me harm in Spirit, or affect me with their negativity in other ways, I am placed in the position to protect myself, my Spirit's and Dream World. This is my duty as a Spiritual Being.

Bull Shit, on the whole asking "whys" and boo hoo'ing shit. My eye's are opened. All three and these three see you and your simple hypocritical being. Your supposed Christian Path, while you conduct yourself in unscrupulous ways. As YOU pass judgement upon others. It is not for I to say right now. Maybe someday. By the way, there are not any more, any more's. It has been time to cut the cord and many cords have been severed since the turn of this new year. I am not done. There is much work to take care of. To you who have played with my emotions, get off.

!MY RIGHT EAR HAS JUST GONE DEAF! NO SECOND TIME! HOLD ON! OKAY!

Wait, there now, it comes back slowly. I say one day - One day, I say. Thank you Great One!