Me, My Goof Ballness And I Meet Miss. S., Yes!

Kindred,

I am home about one hour now. All windows are open and there's a breeze passing through the lodge nice like this afternoon. I am calming down from this sack of inter-mingled nerves and emotions. I feel as if my shoes fit me differently and I am feeling an ease in my center, when not too long ago I was feeling the natural responses in this fortified thick skull of mine. The great anticipations, a dash of anxiety, nervous, yes, some maybe.

I suspect I represented I and I, good and proper. Miss. S., whom I consider blessed, and I blessed to have crossed Paths with Ma'am. For the most past I did quite well. The Algebras, Geometry and this sort of math sunk me to the depths of, "oh no, I did not?" and yes, I did too! I smile because I excelled in areas, did good in an area or two, but please. I have operated and managed store departments and I have operated and was responsible for entire store's of retail business - I mean MILLION dollar stores...

...and like a torpedoed ship, I sank in my heart and Spirit's. How in all of my nature did I fail so miserably in a subject I felt very good with. I'm thinking I knew how and what to do with numbers of business at a certain level - I have opportunities for growth on those numbers of a language I am not familiar with. So then, as I have so often done in life, I will be off to the book store to purchase a book. Probably something like, "Math For Dummies" or "Math For The Goofy Gimp Dude". My God, yes I have so embarrassed myself too. Damn it, Man! I was so sure and certain about the second Math Test - Ha! The test had something up it's sleeve for sure. Me, my much better in the Language Arts Departments than messing with the set of, "t+pq-M2= OMG?'s", type of numbers. Oh yes, I am pleased for the most part with the numbers from the language arts tests. I enjoyed taking them and admit that I look forward to a re-test sometime in the not too distant future. I wish to enhance my skills across the board - not only be able to speak well and or write nicely. There's a light at the end of this tunnel and I beg God, please don't let this be another train! I have work to do and please, let us work together.

Miss. S., was phenomenal! I felt at ease immediately with her company and energy. The brief four hours we had for our gathering went by like an hour. It went by just too quickly that we actually didn't have enough time to complete all testing. I regret this so much...

...in my Spirit's, the most important take away from our experience's today was that I have an ally by the name of Miss. S., a trust has been established and I have decided that Miss. S., is now my newest member of my Better Heath, Mind, Body and Spirit's Team. Yes!

Miss. S., from my energies to yours, I thank you very much.