Well, why yes, I would say it is time for that face-to-face. The Sir Dude, did not return my call from last Monday...
...so I've waited a week of days to call him back. Somebody dropped the ball and it sure as hell was not me because I was the one to make the telephone call. My therapist has gone all like this with the answering service and what not...
...ummmm, shit happens I reckon.
But it's time. This is a certainty...
...on the Meniere's Disease piece...
I vomited in my mouth an hour or so ago. It's foiking gross to taste some of the dinner I had eaten hours past. Come on, damn it! The nausea remains just a bit below my apple since that episode...
...I have sweated badly off and on today. There was a spell when I thought I was feeling my energy drain from mu body. From below my feet and above my skull. No vertigo attack but this surely was absurd and troublesome. If not sweating I was perspiring or misting heavily.
I have had the dizziness range from medium low to nausea provoking speed and orientation confusion. Balance and coordination was askew...
I am askew.
The worms have spread to the right side of my skull for sure. It feels stupid when I lay down and feel the worms adjust to the way my head is laying. I mean, like.............? Toss me a bone, eh?
The sounds and noises have been the usual suspects. Sometimes I am deep in forest and hear thousands of cicadas singing harmony...
...the beep-beep-beep's that go as fast as a ticker tape at 72E...
...an occasional ring-a-ding-ding of a rail road crossing way out near the Four Corner's.
And then, I am ached and pained still from this latest Meniere's attack. My neck always seems to be the last to calm it down. Bastard neck!
Mommy, I miss you and I need a hug...
With the shaving of my curls I can see just how much He-Who-Touched-My-Brain, will be going for and the a chunk South from there. Eww-Wee...I better work this.
Sir Dude, damn it! To much time has passed. Let us get face to face soon! Please, eh?
My Spirit's are made sadder by the Crossing of one really dear and sweet Earth Angel Friend. I feel something has been lost and I don't know what to say or do. Or how to find what it is WE all have lost.
Oh, Nancy. God Bless...
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