Kinfolk, It Does Not Matter Anymore

I wanted to send this out to my Kinfolk, locally and abroad, with one simple purpose in mind, that being I don't care anymore whether you read these words or not. I know there are several that do and I am more than happy and glad about this. There's just this something inside my Center that enjoys connecting with Kinfolk and Kindred so very much. There really doesn't even have to be an exchange - just knowing is all that matter's to me. Something I'll admit though, is that it hits me square in my testicles to know there are so damned many kinfolk who are really so self-absorbed with themselves that they don't care OR love their Kinfolk. I heard a message from one of my dearest Aunt's this week and I appreciate that very much Tia, but really. Really? I feel a connection with some, while with others, as they have walked within feet of me at the mall and not even utter a word my way, there's a disconnect. Can you feel what I share? Then so it is, this is the way I shall have to live. My up-bringing was different. I see these Kinfolk, and know they lack in their life and it's sad to me. Where is the respect and love for what is in the blood? So be it, then.