It has been an odd day indeed, a peculiar day and I am thoroughly exhausted form it. My body aches from the top of my skull to the tip toe. These pains are not an uncommon side-effect of a vertigo attack. Actually, for me, this is common place post vertigo attack symptom.
That's the Meniere's talking...
I like these two words. I know these two words intimately. Meniere's talking. Someone found this blog simply by writing "Meniere's talking". I know what it's like to have to listen to this every single day of life.
...yes, I listened and I've learned while I listened to the Meniere's talk and move into my body and being.
Let me get back to today real quick like. I have been in some phase of sweating, perspiration or misting all damned day. I think like a Horse sometimes. The bandanna on the crown is to keep the tears from my bald head from getting into my eye orbs. The sweating is the Meniere's talking...
My balance and coordination pieces have been poor. Too many bumps, trips, and stumbles. I had no choice but to be on high alert. There have been three times when I held still and my right foot looked and seemed as if it continued on stepping. With this, my brains apparently passed wind and adjusted. What a disgusting experience. Very similar to a symptom of the on set of a vertigo attack. I was blessed to have had whatever that was going on - keep going on...
...with this Meniere's talking...
Which brings me to the noises and sounds between my Deaf Left and the Hard of Hearing one over here making the clack-clack-clack of this toy I had as a teen. It was very popular in the early 1970's - two large glass orbs that one would use the ring in center of the string to create a motion that would cause the orbs to clack-clackity-clack all damned day! Then and last night and this afternoon. Yes, back to back days. It happens frequently. And remember, I have shared that the noises will run simultaneously - with two different sounds. Besides these damned clackers, I have had : wait, the clack-clacks happening.............there have been the sounds of a submarine in distress...
...drifting aimlessly about...
...sending out a sad a fading SOS. Many huge crickets and cicadas, so loud and distracting. Now, that I say this - this reminds me I am particularly vulnerable during this and the balance piece.
Damned Meniere's talking!
The Worms struck the right side of my skull for what might have been the first time. The twitch in my right eye is embarrassing. And speaking of which, Skyp, showed me what a freaking lazy eye and eye lid I have on the left side. I mean, like, no body warned me! Yes, I look in the mirror everyday, just like most of us. I just never saw it "on camera" before. Ole Lefty Eyed!
As I explained to He-Who-Touched-My-Brains, assistant early today, for the first time ever I have had the attack accompanied by a bad case of the liquid bowel movements. Like really bad. I am puzzled.
Meniere's talking here for Pete's damned sake!
Broke fast last night. A good fast.
This is all.
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