Peace to all Kindred and Relations.
Am here for just a few to update my status with this most recent vertigo attack from hell. Won't be too long as my plan's are for a quick return to my safe place.
Something I didn't mention on the yesterday was one especially disturbing noise that came from my right ear. This came about sometime right before I had drifted off into self-induced sleep and am certain this is the first time experiencing the dreadfully loud "zzzzweeeeeee" drilling noise from a dentist tool. Laying on my right side - which is on my right Hard of Hearing ear, this noise came about so swiftly and loudly I raised my head to see if the noise was coming from with-in my room, home or neighbourhood. It was so freaking LOUD! And no it was not from outside - it was coming from with-in my ear. So I laid my head back down and listened to it until it went away. (Was so hoping it was a noise from outside of my body)
Neither did I mention that my eye sight was affected by the attack. It was difficult to focus on my point and have had visual side affects since then. Not the first time to occur and am sure this won't be the last...
...I think I see where this is going a little bit clearer now.
The vertigo attack was severe enough to render the use of my walker necessary over the quad cane when out of doors. Here at home I use the quad cane and use the walls to aid my walk when necessary. I get by. Looking back over these past four years, I don't know how I have. I get by.
Woke up this morning before the sun with a high non-productive nausea and a hyper-sensitive good-bad-right-ear-to-the-brain. This is when the hearing in my right ear has done a total flop-flip and is sensitive to any and all sound. This is not an uncommon occurrence. So, I stayed in bed an extra quarter hour to permit this to subside...
...and permit the noise and sounds between my ears time to stir. Listen to the birds in our sanctuary sing their morning song's.
The dizziness I suspect is toying with my emotions because this tipsy has not gone away. It just hasn't left yet. Soon. ?
The sleep is all that is on my mind and am in the spot where I suspect it might even be the safest place for me at this time. The dizziness is high alert for me. The consequence of a few too many falls.
My right here just "popped" out loud...
...the worms are at play and I am in such a disgusting place at this moment.
I have continued to fast. May break this tonight. Am unsure.
Time for a return to slumber and Dream World...
..........peace..............
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