Mourning And No, There Is No Preperation For This...

Losing one of your friends for life is hard. Especially when this Kindred One was so young and such a Warrior and Survivor of the cancer...

...so young and so beautiful - inside and out. So strong. Much more than I. In my head I know Nancy, crossed over to be with God and His Angels and them who had passed before her, yesterday afternoon. My heart and Spirit's still wait for the Family Game Night's. I am told Nancy crossed with an exhale and a smile. This sounds like my dear young friend, and am thankful...

...a smile when Nancy, made your acquaintance or saw you for the first time in so long and her blood beating to same beat is reunited in heart and Spirit's. Oh, what hugs, oh, what a WOman.

My Earth Angel, Nancy. In Nancy's honour I have renamed the Monarch Butterfly, Nancy...

...when Dione and I visited this past Thursday evening, I recognized Nancy was in her chrysalis. Preparing for to spread her wing's.

In mourning I have shed tears and the curls from my head. In Honour of Nancy's horrific war with cancer, this morning I removed all hair from my head. Had been awake not five minutes and knew what it was for me to do. I remember when my young friend had such long beautiful, rich black hair curly from her home land Puerto Rico...

...yes, she IS a DIVA!

Nancy, will live on in my heart, mind and Spirit's. She, even though young enough to be my daughter and really was so very daughter like to me and was such a dear faithful friend. Her memory will live on until it is my turn to go Home.

My thoughts, ceremony and prayers are with and will be with Nancy's extraordinary family for as long as the Great Spirit wishes. I am but a servant to a dear friend that left Earth Mother. Just too damned young, you see. Yesterday was a beautiful day to die! Yes! But, for someone my age, or someone like me with my illnesses and disease's...

...not a beautiful Mommy to her beautiful children. A wife to her husband...

...a sister to her sister's and her brother's.

A beautiful daughter for her Mommy and Daddy.

One of the Folk's I've crossed Paths with heart, energy and Power to make stuff happen.

Nancy, there is no doubt in my head you had gained your wings while here on Earth Mother. You simply have back-ups for the back-ups. Always the busy one. Thank you for sharing this with me. That and your love and respect...

...my Soul, will never forget your wish to stand to give me a hug and "gift me" respect...

...my dearest Nancy, forever with love, Mario