Have had my home away from home within my home on my mind all day. Hold on one minute and let me slip into something a bit less comfortable as I feel somethimes I should be home and not feel imprisoned in this place of exhile. I am often asked questions I don't have answer's to so I slip back into the dam I have built about myself as I swim in the pond naked with Winter cooling down this part of the Deep South. Winter. In Florida is a special time of year where everything seems calmer and the damned air condition stays off for a good spell. It looks as if we have dusk or dawn - I don't know which it is but the Moon is so bright out of doors it gives this illuision of Sun rise or was it the sun setting...
These shoes I'm wearing are no longer the ones I so thought were my favorite in the world and now I think I'll donate them to some worthy cause because if I keep them much longer the pair wouldn't do any woman or man any good at all. No, these are not stilettos, these are black sneakers I have worn for what has seemed like a mighty long time and forever because some folks have joined the Angels and I have worn these to weddings and I reckon it does say alot about the things I'm not doing so much of such as running due to being a gimpy sort or of any walking even though I do walk a bit at the Super Target and wear these shoes I'm wearing happily because they are the ones I've thought so awesome and am relieved I have tap-tipped the word awesome suspecting I would soon have no way of sharing that word awesome as I am so sure it will assist me in catching a grip of my breath to keep pushing with my inhaler in my left hand because I am ambidextrous.
I have one ear, four eyes, six legs and two testicles. I want a cigarette but don't smoke and would love to chug a pint of Jack Daniels with a beer chaser, probably a Red Stripe. Oh God, have been drinking Red Stripe for as long as I might try to remember but really I don't want to remember because this fatty liver in my fatty body might stop being so fat and I'll die of that disease Folks get because they drank too much even though I don't drink much I wonder if its still possible - did drink alot while in the U.S. Army when and where I experimented with a basket of ends-n-odds. I want my liver.
Gave up being vegitarian well over a year or two ago now. Have just recently began eating the one meat that took me the longest to reunite with - that being that pooor chicken. I mean, I have been enjoying Turkey for probably three years after fifteen or so years of no meat - there's just something about the concept of eating that chicken that had lived such a fucked up life that wouldn't leave me alone - have seen too many PETA videos and have read way too much. What with these chicken breasts being larger than the chicken I ate years before I went vegitarian - I swear I ate a breast today that was larger than my own man boob.
Meniere's Disease played mind games with me most of all the day long today. I say most because I did infact have to go to Dream Time from the dizzy-nausea-sounds-noises and the silence that intrupted just to damned much of my early day, then woke up to the dizzy-nausea-sounds-noises and what not. Man it up boy - you wussed out today. I don't know what else to say about this subject because like snowflakes no two days are ever the same. Don't ask...
...I don't know.
No joke.
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