The going's on of a fellow with Meniere's Disease, who is Single Side Deaf, Hard of Hearing in my right-good-bad-ear, amongst other such and what nots...plus bonus info on the vertigo attacks, and all that comes with this disease, Meniere's. Greetings and peace to you. My name is Mario. I have journaled for nearly twenty years on pen and paper, writing lefty. It's time to spread my wings a piece...take flight...peace...
Friday, January 20, 2012
Passing Me By
The day's of my youth seem to continue to pass me by with rapid succession.........I try to keep myself fresh and so clean, clean. But, shit, time keeps running past me as if I was watching the Daytona 500 in my life's glasses that give me the advantage of having four eye's. I have three ears too. Really, I do.
Thus far this new format has not permitted paragraphs or my favorite, breathing..............................
Anyway's, today has been a Meniere's "stop and go" sort of day. I had moments in time when I felt well enough and made myself walk..................................even if it was just to let the hounds run amuck in the back yard or to look at the weeds growing in my gardens, which is beginning to work my nerves something wicked because I don't enjoy seeing and being reminded of how long it's been since I have last had a sweet long spell of smoothe sailing with this damned Meniere's.
So much of my youthfull day's dash pass me as seconds to a minute.............................................
It's just that Meniere's, "Occupys", my entire whole being when the shit hits the fan and I have an attack of this maddening
Meniere's Vertigo. This is when the fan gets hit from both side's you see. Life become spans of lost time and the loss of energy. Loss of so much time!
Time won't give me time, when these days of my youth speed past me like a shooting Star........................
Just sleep this off, dude! Just sleep it off dude! Just fuckin' sleep it off Mario! You'll feel better soon....
As the very being of who I Am, the youthfullness within........................................................
........................................................me.....................................................
.....................................pass me by................................................................
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