Vertigo Attack Yesterday Afternoon

I had a vertigo attack yesterday afternoon. Right about this time, 1430 - 1500. It lasted for an hour that I know of. I was finally able to take as directed by He-Who-Touched-My-Brain, a tiny white pill that I place under my tongue. I reckon this was a preperation in my observing only an hour of this Meniere's attack. The majority of attacks linger and linger longer than this one. So, then I say now to my doctor, Thank you, He-Who-Touched-My-Brain. Somehow - someway, you had a hand in my hand with this vertigo attack...

...helped me to lie in bed and fall off to sleep in little time.

Note: At this moment I am hearing voices in the large room. Folks having a conversation of what I can not determine. I am home alone at this time. Yes, I did go and confirm this. I am home alone.

There is a new symptom that forewarned me of something odd and or strange was going on. This symptom made it seem like I had a dozen or so fire fly's with a brilliant display of their differently coloured "lights", all aflutter in my eye orbs. I knew in my Center, that the moment these appeared I was to retreat to my bed. Shortly after I saw these I went into a difficult spinning and very dizzy spell. Seemed all about and within my skull and brains. I was able to make it take medication and straight away off to bed. My room spun about and around. And around.

My vision became blurry and I have had a negative response to this meniere's attack sypmtom. This is becoming more common. And I'm aware it is time to have my eye orbs inspected. Affecting my vision has been a recent major event with this Meniere's...

...this all affects my Spirit and Heart. I swear it does...softly stated.

Nausea was an incredibly vulgar and uncomfortable nausea. My throat and voice were affected by it. It was disgusting and other than burping and vomiting water and a slight taste of medication, the nausea remained unproductive.

I sweated like a horse. Anyone ever ride bare back? Alright then...

Have slept most of the past twenty four hours and will be back in my safe place for a return to Dream World.

NOTE: I do want to make note that I have slept many hours over this past week end and parts of last week. I do beleive I know why. Why? Away from here with-out leaving here is better than being awake and dizzy or nauseated. The noises will drive me madly to bed. Then, yes I do practice a sleep over any symptom any time. That explains it. To me anways.

Today, I am exhausted and my skeleton hurts and aches. From my my skull to the knuckles of my toes. My eye orbs ache for Shit's Sake! Has anyone ever really had an eye ache?

I am hearing loud beep-beep's in my Deaf Left. My Right-Good-Bad ear is listening to crickets and cicada's in concert loudly. k.d. Lang, is here next to my right ear singing for me, "A Sleep With No Dreaming". She tells me she loves me. She knows. The right also has some form of tunnel hearing that come's and go's. Silence for moments and minutes...and then k.d. Lang and the Siss Boom Bang.

Relations, there have been many an issue arise over the past few weeks. The Meniere's Disease and these other diagnosis and disease's are disturbing me a great deal. I mean to say a great fucken deal, but I won't. My Spirit's are worn and my Core seems often too vulnerable. My pataince has gone brittle.

Shit! The worms on the left side of my skull are at play.