Peace!
Had a rather good visit with Sir. Dude this morning. There was an excellent exchange of thoughts, words and ideas/images. We had our talk. Sir Dude, I suspect, is keeping me near his wing's and I am happy with this arrangement for sure and for now. I'll get to later when I get there. I will say this, Sir. Dude, is one super therapist! I would go as far as saying Top 2 for sure.
Nausea has been along my day for the most of today and night. I have again burped vomit into my mouth. I begin to question if this is some form of body memories from my Anorexia and Bulimia days. There was a place and time when I had myself so trained I didn't have to use my finger. Bend at the waist, burp and there it came.
As has the dizziness and the "hot flashes" with the sweating and or perspiration, I would give today a 3 on a scale of one through ten. It has been a really awkward and uncordinated day. No walk abouts. Took all medications as directed by He-Who-Touched-My-Brain. The rains, lightening, and thunder made sure I stayed in the house...
...which brings me to a recent flashback. There was one time as a young teen I took a twine of wire and held it up to the skies to take me. I screamed and cried during out loud with that particular storm. No matter how high I lifted the metal twine, how hard I tried to get struck. Great Spirit, protected me from that storm. No, I never got struck by the lightening. Oh well, what can I say about the stuff I have tucked away in the folds of my brains. God had me covered!
My SSD, Single Side Deaf Ear was not paying me no mind and had an orchestra of jungle inhabitants playing there tunes at full blast. I have also picked up several beeps from same ear.
The Worms have taken the day off! No shit! Not one sensation on my skull.
Brilliant!
My Right-Good-Bad ear has had a really bad day. Hearing was tough and too many moments of silence today. Had the whole tunnel thing work it too. This is scarey stuff here my Relations.
The pain in my neck has been up to an eight today. I take what was directed. No pain relief. Strictly muscle relaxer. Which for me is okay - for now - but let the shit hit the fan under my melon sized cocnut head and then we will have a business conversation...
...I have continued with the exercise's K-Lo trained me on and I lift the kettle bar to assist with the creation of a stronger frame for which I will use as "my nets" when I fall. Please do undersatnd. I am beginning to see some pretty sweet changes in arms and chest and I would rather fall on a good hard frame rather than a floopy weak frame.
I recently have been overloaded with flashbacks and body memories. Please pardom me if I wait intil next entry to share such.
As far as for now, much love and understanding be with you all...
...peace...
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