My Meeting & Meniere's

I was just sitting here in the quiet of night - the only sounds being the swoosh of the ceiling fan and the little frogs out back. I know they're little because I've seen them. They're actually a tiny species of tree frog, so cute they are. That's what I am listening to for real - as in with my right hearing ear. My left deaf ear on the other hand has the Everglades in the middle of the night on a Full Moon, with every cricket, gator, frog and night fowl making an awful bunch of noise. Too late for this stuff I tell ya!.

I was taking an inventory of self and how I approached the planned gathering earlier today, the drivers that transported me to and from, the Folks at the Department of Education and Vocational Rehab, fellow passengers on my Little Blue Bus and all of my fellow citizens who crossed my path today. I made the intention to greet every person that did cross my path and what awesomeness it was! I do wish to once again say that the gathering went very well between Miss. Ma'am and I. As the day has passed there are a couple of things that I remembered now to ask about then. Just like me too. For Pete's sake.

I wish to share now how it was physiologically for me while having this exchange...

...the Neurological pains intensified and stuck with severity many times in the hour I was with my counselor. The nausea remained at the base of my throat and there were a couple of times I burped silently trying like mad to keep the bile down. I ate no breakfast, so other than the medications, there was nothing but water in my stomach. Even on an empty stomach the nausea whips it up something awful. There was a moment when I thought I was on the verge of an attack because the state of my dizziness had fluctuated. By God's Grace, I did not vomit nor have an attack. I was so concerned and thought of what a dreadful impression that would have made. I did have two fumbles but was able to recover from them fairly well and was able to maintain dignity. The pains on the left side of my skull became bothersome and did distract me at times. Spiders and worms came along for some sight seeing and to play with my damned emotions. It was so uncomfortable at times - damned issues I swear. I adjusted the seat in which I sat so that I could face my counselor - the better to hear her voice and see her lips and then, even with this there were a couple/few misunderstandings. My Kindred, I just wanted to share my observations with you and all-in-all, I believe I was able to keep a happy and smiling face on this bobble head.

Today was an awesome day to be alive. I have nothing more to say.