Kindred,
Ya-Hey! And a Good Afternoon to All!
Have been home a short hour or so from having a face to face with Sir Dude. I am having and have had a rather nice and smoothly operating day. For the first time I ever, I met a fellow client of Sir Dude's. I had arrived near an hour and one quarter early due to the driver of my bus picking me up so early I hadn't had the time to dress. It really was like something out of a sit-com - me rushing about, grabbing this and that, closing the windows as I passed them, my beads!, and my Cherokee ball cap...
...any ways, we were able to talk and listen for fifteen minutes or so minutes. There was a connection of Spirit's then and there. Kindred, I would say. Quite confidently. Please, Great One, provide this person with some comfort and respite from the things that are keeping a lid on life. Guide this person as the pebbles pain bare feet on the Path of Life. Within the brief period of one-on-one time, I as able to learn of this person's Spirit, the past and present. Within that very brief time in our lives, our Paths had crossed and I learned from her. God Bless, Tender Hearted.
My face to face time with the Sir Dude, was open and cleansing in the sense of the stuff I had floating about in mind and Spirit, got recycled. What was in, was disengaged and dealt with. Being able to share the realization of my mourning for Russell Means. A mourning that was so deep, I hadn't realized it until the sadness manifested into something deeper than a sad state of mind. I am Blessed to have had that awakening.Thank You, Great Spirit! Great One, I know Mr. Means, is now sitting with Red Cloud, Crazy Horse and Sitting Bull. Please Bless their ceremony with good tobacco, a nice fire and some fellows over there on the giant Pow-Wow drums, drumming a welcome home for Russell.
Sir Dude and I spoke of this excellent anticipation that I have growing within about my appointment with The Department of Education's, Vocational Rehabilitation later this month. I do feel like a kid counting down the days to my birthday! No lie! I really can't wait! Oh, it's going to be a big one! Nervous, yes, that too.
Yes, today's therapy was good gathering and even had a cup of tea while exchanging talk.
Tomorrow afternoon I have an appointment with He-Who-Touched-My-Brain. I am eager to have our face to face. It is going to be an interesting conversation filled visit and I pray one that will provide us an opportunity to take this Meniere's Disease and it's symptoms to another level.
Mental Note: Ask for his approval pertaining to taking classes for American Sign Language.
I am considering a request for an MRI at the University of South Florida, there on Tampa General campus. I have this knowing that there's something not quite right going on here in this bobble head of mine. There's something that is not normal. Yeah-yeah, I know about the 'what's normal?' routine, but with my body and this skin I'm in, I know when somethings not normal. When something is not quite right. Seen.
There will be an exchange of talk pertaining to my Neurologist's non-diagnosis on the Migraines piece. No doubt we will speaking of this, He-Who-Touched-My-Brain, is saying that the symptoms of both can and do mimic each other. I see by reading and studying that I do not agree with the diagnosis of Migraines. Or that I have even Migraines. I have read and have learned just how much the symptoms do mimic, but, Meniere's Disease, is yes. Bi-lateral Meniere's Disease with the plethora of it's symptoms - will always be yes. This is something I have lived with every day of life for many years. I have had to let be! I say that I see what Meniere's is and what it has done to my life. What it does daily in my life. As far as pain in my head, I don't have pains in my head and I share again, the sharp and frequent pains I get are between my scalp and my skull. I am not prone to 'head aches' and I am Blessed as such.
I want to have a cigarette and don't even smoke.
Meniere's today has me in a slightly dizzy state. Tipsy, yes, but not drunk tipsy though. Both ears are off listening to whatever it is my left ear thinks it's hearing and my right ear has gone silent too many times this past week. I can share that the noises and sounds from with-in are crazy making. I tell you, true. Seen. The nausea has come and gone then come back again. Sweating, perspiring and misting off and on again. I am exhausted from this past week of post Meniere's and vertigo attack symptoms - today marks day eight. Yes, I am sore and know that if I were to lay done in bed, I would sleep until tomorrow morning. Not today, my friends, not today.
I've nothing else to say.
Love, peace and more peace, me
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