Hello? Yes, This Is Pearl

Seems as if I want to create a message that will express the way it is I feel and the way it is I live.

Also, it seems as if I just can't kick this damned unpretty thing from my shoulders. I have carried this negativity since Friday evening when I had the Meniere's attack. Yes, this does happen from time-to-time post attack, but what am I to do? I get upset and I get blue.

I am compelled to report that an alter I have not heard of since the mid 1980's, has all-of-a-damned-sudden decided to bring herself back into my daily life style. Her name is Pearl. She is drop dead gorgeous, smokes cigarettes, drinks Jack Daniels, is Black and is always wanting to start a fight with somebody. Dammit Pearl. it's not as if I needed more stress in life! Dammit...

...honestly, I had forgotten about Pearl and Pearl, Honey I am so sorry, it was as if you just went away. One day we were arguing and the next day you were gone. Why do you have to be so damned angry all the time is what my baby daughter would ask you, Pearl? You so ratchet!

Pearl has a way of making me feel unpretty and this bitch knows this. She is always harsh on me and always puts me in the position to make me feel so damned unpretty. I lose a tub full of lard and she don't say shit to me! I exercise for all of us and Pearl, shows no damned appreciation.

Hell, yes, I am pissed! IMMA pissed at all of you motherfucker's! To all of you who must insist on asking me if I really hear the sounds and noises? Well, why the fuck yes, I hear and listen to a world of sounds and noises! WTF?! And yes, the fucking voices from time-to-time too! This shit is Meniere's Disease, Yo! IMMA not like psycho or MENTAL! Emotional, YES! I mean, Yo? What the fuck would you do if you had to wear my motherfucken shoes! I wish to say "fuck you" to all of the Folk's who still play "American Sign language" games - this shit ain't funny Fool! And hell motherfucken, NO do I pick up HBO or any fucken satellite - you dumb-fucken-donkey! Well, why the fuck yes, I do have issues. What about accepting me and no fucken lieing. Alright?

Love All You Motherfucker's, Pearl