A Bus To Sir Dude And My Apologies

Relations,

I wish to apologize for the lack of penmanship over the past few days. I have slept much of it away, I am sad to say. The sleep lingers and awaits my return. To the best of my ability not this today. Looking back, it seems as if I have been asleep since Friday evening, though I have not. There are times when the sleep grips me by the neck and drags me to my quarters. My Safe Place.

In a brief period of time I shall be sitting in one of my uncommon safe places away from my lodge. My Home. There's never enough safe places and unfortunately for me these are too few. This other safe place I speak of is Sir Dude's office. I'll bring along a file I have created, A Better Health Plan, Mind, Body and Spirit's. A little something I have been tasking on for a little spell. I am looking forward to sitting with Sir Dude for a while. Get some of this purged from within...

...not really in need of an enema today, nor am I wishing to engage in any Mental Fencing. I say that I am prepared for the what-ever's might come up during this purge. If an enema of the brain is what I experience, well then, I'll be fine with it. Just as I would be okay with a bit of fencing, not particularly what I have in mind for this mornings visit with my therapist, Sir Dude, but I take to a good mental bout like a magnet to an Ice Box...

...may not want to stick, but I'll take a brilliant stab at it and have my words stick.

Speaking about words sticking, I've noticed that some Folks react to my forthrightness's with doctor's, therapists, nurses et al, with a slight surprise. Please, if I have something to say, well then, I've got something I'm going to say. With the words and vocabulary I decide. I do not need any Folks asking me to settle down and watch what I say. Bullshit - plain Buffalo Bullshit. Even God, knows how for most of my entire life I have kept my mouth shut. Kept my thoughts and words to myself. I'm a grown ass man these days. If I've got something to say, I'll say it. Like this, please do accept my apology for not sending out a communique earlier. Sincerely.